Just When You Were Turning Away ... ...

Ho..Ho..No?

2005-12-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

Christmas was coming.........

And now....Christmas is gone.

Well,can't say i'm like others who were so deep in the spirit of christmas that they miss it today.

Didn't feel very much like christmas anyway.Felt more like a break from so much shit in school.
Damn,i sound bitter,DO I SOUND BITTER?

Oh well, just feel like sitting at home and play age of empires till the sky drops.(hopefully not when i'm going to be victorious at beating 3 other enemies alone.)

Tonight's boxing day party.......been eating and eating and eating for the past 4 days,and i am so regretting now....but what is done is done,no biggie.

Let's see what else i have left from my whole bunch of e-learning week.. :
1.Maths lecs (2 1/2hrs)
2.Java Prac Checks
3.Maths Tutorials
4.Studying all subjects for the coming tests.

Still alot.

What else have i done so far since last monday:
1. Down loads of white wine,althou i was made to drink some wussy ass 'sparkling wine'...which taste more like grape juice with 7-up.
If i had my way,i'd take my stash of good old whiskey out..lol.nah.i'm not THAT GOOD.

2.Done all my graded quizes and manage to pass all ..(phew)

3.Get my management group to meet up and do the assignemnt and discuss about projects.

4.eat every meat available in singapore - ham,beef,mutton,chicken.....

Argh!..gtg now.cont. ltr.

Kimberly

Stud,Or not?

2005-12-19T12:17:00.000+08:00

Call me practical,but i finally think that i've really grown up.

Few days ago,i met just about the most gorgeous guy i have seen,eye to eye.Maybe a hand shake...and some polite words.But feel no impact from it.

You might be thinking,what bloody impact do u want from that,man?!

Yea,put me back into the same scene,subtract about 3-5years off my age,probably,i'd drop dead...go lil' craz..thought of that person 90% of the day..and it would have been love at first sight.....but now i've realized that character is much more important an impact than just face-value.

Nothing would last without liking someone for their character,bcos know it or not,you have to live with it for the rest of ur life...short or long.

Take for the example i gave to my parents..

"do u know it is really important to have character than looks because if ur partner has this nasty habit of picking their nose,no matter how gorgeous,hunky,stud-ish they are,add 35 years to them,and u'll end up with a dried up raisin at one corner picking their nose,and you,would probably not stand for it."

an ugly looking pie which taste like heaven would always be better than a beautiful looking pie that has rotting ingredients inside it.

Maybe because i've seen too many people fall for the physically attractive,envied them,and when i just turned away,they facade just changes to bitterness,regret and just pain.Of course,there are always those with happy endings....

But i've heard too many regret...and seen the most beautiful,behind backs,turn to their sly,fangs-claws-out ways...yea,everyone's not perfect.i've always accepted that,which has made me love myself even more.

There are cheaters,liars,and even the most purest and nicest people out there,and they come in all kinds of disguises,we just have to scratch alittle hole thru that disguise to find out what is inside.

Unfortunatly,there are times,when human-nature kicks in..and makes u judge a person before u even get to know the real them,which i-myself,am trying to fight with at times....because i know how it is like to be judged.

Lucky for me,i've always had friends who stood by me and not give a damn in the world what people thought about me...so the impact isn't as large as i've seen others take it.

Back to real-time things...

This week is e-learning week,and the week after,vacation.then its back to exams,3 modules - java,dbms,maths.

i've also finally made my decision for my course option - 1 tech ;2 bz.
See how it goes.

Oh,and last saturday,had a hair-cut.
Yes,i have a fringe now,i know u can't believe it,cos i can't either.
At first i was terrified and thought " what the hell have i got myself into man!?!??!Omfg..."
And then,i guess i gradually got used to it althou my hair has this weird habit of having a parting and my fringe never stays still like others....
According to my sister...."you look oriental".
Goddamn,what am i suppose to look like then?...i am CHINESE.

Dad says i look like catherine zeta jones(not as nice version of course-chinese style) in CHICAGO.
"If love is a crime,baby,i do my time,whether its wrong or right......." - Anastasia(Chicago)
:D

Then,album reviews time.

Kelly Clarkson - BreakAway (****1/2)
Mariah Carey - The Emancipation Of Mimi (***1/2)
Backstreet Boys - Never Gone(***)
Michael Buble - It's Time (****)

***** - So Darn Good.

* - Terrified.

Signing Off . Kimberly.

Aeon Flux. :)

2005-11-24T19:23:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter And The...What?!

2005-11-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

I still think harry potter and the goblet of fire wasn't up to standard compared to the last 3.

Somehow the movie spent too much time on the tri-wiz tournament,and everyone's suddenly all angry...and sometimes,u didn't get what the hell is going on.

Of course there are also new faces added,on top of the current ones:

That is...Cedric.Who plays quite a friendly and loyal friend/character to harry potter,althou i felt sad when he met his end.

Fleur.which always seem to be the first one to pull out of the tri-wizard tournament tasks,that hurts my feminine pride.Her being the only girl and all that.But i like their hat,so i'll overlook that :)

Then of course there's Hermione Granger.
Miss-know-it-all.
but somehow very testy this year.
She looks way better than the first two harry potter.
And seem to show a more emotional side this time round.

Ah,of course...cho chang.

The girl that says 3 lines?.....and the subject of harry potter's affections?

Did i spot some accent in the movie?

Actually,i wouldn't have known she was ...dang,i forgot.one of the other house seekers...if the website didn't tell me.

Ron..weasley.
Poor bugger,really pity him sometimes....with all the ugly drabby dress robe...to the snickers when he was choosen as a partner during dance lessons for the yule ball.

Harry Potter.
Messier,Bigger,and more mature.
My mom says he's grown abit......chubby?
Don't know.
This time his scar is giving him more pain than necessary,althou he now knows the true meaning of friendship.....
and his life is at risk when choosen as the fourth contestant for the tournament.....even when they dun allow people under 17 to enter.(when he's suppose to be 14 in the show.how mysterious.)

Victor Krum.
World's best seeker.
Competitor in the tri-wiz tournament.
And has a thing for Hermione......
All the girls in the movie seem to love him.....
And their uniform is kinda sad....no designs!?

Yep,oh well..i'll live with it.i read/heard from somewhere the next harry potter movie will be released in 2007.quite sometime from now..so it's a long wait..hopefully its better.

I dun read harry potter books cos i've got a hard time imagining what's going on..and most prob won't understand till i watch it.

Anyways,back to school....got heaps of quizes and test...but a holiday soon!
14dec....is THE DAY.muahahahhahhaha........

ok.too evil.its not such an evil thing actually..i just wanted some drama.

Its the day we get brief on tech or business specialization for out year 2 course.which to choose etc...important important.
But..if u know me,u'll know my first option in the end!besides,there's not much to choose from anyway!
hmmmm........

Julia quinn's - minx is an ok-fairly good book,but i wouldn't have given it 4 stars as amazon users do!really...four stars is alot.but i still love jq books...... :)

School....is noisy now bcos of the upcoming talentime they are holding and all the singing occuring first floor...i can hardly hear myself with the terrible singing and chinese music combined.urgh.but bear i must!

People are definitly looking weird at me,i'm certain.not that i am thick skinned or anything,but i realize i'm the recipient of afew ..... weird stares..but i'll keep it at bay now since nothing's amiss,until i have to take action......

Yikes!gotta be practicing my breathing techniques for effective speaking skills...lol.BULLSHITT.
but well...hungry hungry hungry.ate beef spag today,and the dang plate is so small.thank god thou..or i'll be zzzZZZZzzz thru my MOB again.

tc for now.
kim.

Reserved!

2005-11-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

You won't believe this.
Me,on a saturday afternoon,with nothing to do.

Ok,ok,i admit i tried fixing this damn blog up,as u can see the templates really messed up,but the edited one is even more messed up,so..i'll just have to get to chilled mode before i try again,or i might break the computer.

Mentioning computer....i cleaned my labtop today......finally a bath for my best companion.
Pretty darn dusty,had to use wet wipes and tissues to scrub it clean.

....Hey,i hear the postman,he better come with my library reservations,i've been waiting 3 days for it....and its overdue.yep,he just passed by my house unharmed by bounty,my crossbreed - poodle/terrier.He's the most adorable,squoooshable,handsome....etc dog ever....trust me.
But he hates the postman,st pat's boys,cats and strange men.

Actually,my neighbourhood is pretty doggified - many dogs(kim's lingo - who understands?!)
once you're barked at by one,don't bother stopping it,cos u got all his/her buddies barking at you down the long long road.Tell me about unity man. ;)

Let's see,java's gone well so far,small bumpy ride,but still okay.On the other hand,DBMS is really confusing....(maybe its because i'm about 20mins late for every dbms lesson that's 1st period of the day..argh!) but really,the ones that are not 1st period,i still do not get,and i'm 5 mins early too...(damn nerdy)....1 simple explaination from my teacher for 1 hour i did not get,but when i approached him after class,he explained the summary for 10mins,and i got it.
Heck,that poor man works too hard to explain his point.

Then,even better news,the week before christmas is e-learning week.what's great about it is we get to stay at home...or whateva.so,that makes it 2 weeks of holiday,althou i better minus off 2 days to get all the assignments done.

Oh,and check out my tag board,changed the colors today,if its clashy,please don't blame me,i've got color co-ordination problems! :S .... but if its pretty ok - good(lol,i'm too much),drop me a line or something,i always love to hear from people,and i'll drop you one back asap.
I've also made the tagboard broader just incase more than 5 people leave a msg,i would be able to see it,unlike the previous one....

Oh,and if i don't know u or....if u think i don't rem u,please leave behind an msn email so i can keep in touch over my messenger.That'll be great.

Ok,better run down to check the mail for my reservation......
And prob think about writting christmas cards and to who..

See ya.

.... Movies & Work.Gettin' With The Routine.

2005-11-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

I have to admit,its hard to get back to your "school mood" after a full month of doing plain nothing.

You just feel like slack again,whats worst,i can't say the modules are very interesting this semester.Actually,i'm terribly disappointed.Everything's far more boring,lesser breaks,althou i do have a day i end right around 12pm. :D

Am i happy about that? Well,it depends,because i'm covering that 12pm day for 2 days of 5-530pms.

So,what have i been up to since the last post....
I've watched quite abit of movies,namely,
Hildago - Mummy Returns - Sky High - Just Like Heaven.

SKY HIGH

Superpowers and all,was quite entertaining. - Pretty Much anything disney is interesting.

Imagine having legendary superheros as your parents and not having any power,always having to lie about maybe having super strength and being able to fly?

Worst is going to a school called sky high to learn more about ur powers - hero or sidekick?

Naturally heros being the popular,more distinguish people and sidekicks are the losers,outcast,the weaker ones.

Not knowing his powers,he is sent to learn with sidekicks until he meets his enemy............

Mummy Returns

This show on the other hand has gotta be in my top 10 movies list.I totally love it.Action,Romance,Creepy,Full of egyptian history too.Who could ask for more?

This is the sequel to the mummy,where rick and evy now have a son whose got both courage and intelligence from his parents.

Now,the threat is bigger with the scorpion king,imhotep,anak-su-namun all brought to life......not to mention the whole army of anubis.

After having visions of her past life as an egyptian princess,evy unlocks the mysteries behind the braclet which was owned by the scorpion king.While her son(Alex),who "accidentally" wore the braclet is kiddnapped by the people who ressurrected imhotep so that he can lead them to the place where the scorpion king resides and destroy him and own the army of anubis.

(This scene has gotta be one of the coolest i've ever seen. :) )
Rick,evy and her brother,not forgetting the sexy ardeth must work together to save Alex and to prevent the resurrection of the army of anubis which could wipe the whole of mankind from earth.......

Hildago
ok,the picture is like hell,but i surfed all over but to no avail.they either had it this size or none (broken link of course!)

This is a true story based on a man and his untamed horse.
Working at a circus after winning many horse races,they proclaim hildago one of the fastest horse alive.
Hearing this,a man offers him the chance to enter a competition where the top 100 arabian horses compete for prestige,and pretty much for their lives.
Mission: Ride all the way to the end - past the dessert where there is hardly water or food - where there are traps of all kind set by the very people who want you out of the competition.

Reward: 100,000 dollars and probably 10,000 from the bet made with the top man there.

This show is quite good because its full of action and tells the story of a man who never gave up even thou his horse and his own life is at stake.

Just Like Heaven

Looking for a romance story? - This is just it.

Elizabeth always lived for her occupation - a doctor.Everyday she went to the hospital to save lives...and more lives.Eventually she is promoted and is estatic about it,however,on thay very night,she got into a terrible car crash.

Whether she lives or not is very vague in the first part of the story.

David on the other hand,hasn't had a date since his wife died.He now copes with the pain alone until elizabeth shows up ..... and then disappears before his very eyes,making him believe that the apartment his just rented is haunted.

He is the only one that can see her,and hear of her complaints about him staying in her house..........until she finds out she can no longer touch things...or be seen.

With David's help,Elizabeth not only saves a life,but finds out what actually happened to her.....and an unsuspecting love slowly grows and blossoms between them.

That's the end of my movie reviews.
Not only have i watched real good movies,i also read quite good books.
So far,my recommendations would be........
(reviews would take too damn long...)
Julia Quinn - To Sir Philip,With Love.

(If you follow the whole series,even better!)
Christina Dodd - Rules of surrender
- Rules of Engagement
(Actually,her whole governess series is pretty amazing.)
That's right about what i can give you for now.....

I'm now waiting for the release of Harry Potter - Goblet Of Fire

Is it NC16?
Poor Kids.

Anyways,for what Sp is worth,they ain't prestigous.

For your Gems,they cheat and lie.

If there's a black market in this,THIS IS IT.

Offer many my arse.

Java Lsn 4

Precedence

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That's just a small part of what i learnt today.you go figure.... :P

Anyways,i gotta run now,hope u enjoyed this input.

Month Para.

2005-10-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

29 days has passed so fast,just like 15mins ago.

But i never regretted any day althou there isn't much to regret when the number of days i went out would be 6/29,hardly 50%.

What is there to do?Hanging out at orchard wouldn't do anymore.

Besides,i did find this extremely addictive game,once you're submerged in it,there isn't any turning back.Its got everything,a MMORPG.(Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game)
Killing,trading,mining,fishing,magic,hairdresser?!yep.hairdresser too.
I'm caught in this game and i've made big virtual bucks.Too bad it ain't real thou.

I got to watch one movie in the theatre,and that was only yesterday - the legend of zorro.
At the beginning i thought the movie was cheap,with the flimsy fight which led to a divorce between zorro and elina.But then it gradually got better,with the excitement in learning how their son takes after zorro in many ways,and how he adores him never knowing that it was his father..and thinks his father is a wuss cos he never fights.
Catherine -zeta jones looks beautiful as usual and those dresses,i need a seamstress right away!
Antonio,still charming as ever even when drunk,has quite a flat hair-do.
But overall,the show was a 7.5/10.an a-okay.

Today,i decided to watch cold mountain showing on star movies which turned out to be a better show than my perceived thoughts.
And jude law.
Saying his name is even hot.
Boy this dude,he gets hotter when he looks worst.He looks the hottest when he wears a suit.
Voted 2004's sexiest man on a magazine.
i mean who could resist this..............

And then i thought he looks the hottest in a suit. I must be crazy.

yup.

That's life.there's the sexy ones,and then there's the not so sexy ones,and the anti-sexy ones.

Then there's this picture that he lookss....dang.u just try to imagine what i'm thinking.

Saying it would make the picture cheaper.so....you just try to adjust your thoughts to mine and FEAST your eyes on this.........

Jude Law Brought To You By Yours Truly After Thorough researching.lol.

Will publish something even more interesting later.

Ciao Bella For now.

Kimberly.

The Storm Has Passed...And The Smoke Has Risen.

2005-10-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

The exams are over now,thank god.

Althou its kinda sad,but relieving,cos there seems like there's nothing to do.

The exams suck but,at least there was a motive to it no matter how panicky and rushy it was.

But you probably think i'm one sick maniac.

It's also kinda funny how life passes u by and you know really knowing it till its too late.

Think about it.

Let's take smoking as a topic.

You watch people smoke,they dun really care about the grusome pictures on the packet because "hey i'm young still,whats the worst that could happen..i just die,most prob save me the pain"

But ever think about the process of dying,you don't just grow old and smoke one day and drop dead.uh-uh,doesn't happen that way honey.

You actually watch yourself die inside slowly,go to doctors,let them tell you the bad news,prob go for a few operations,they'll cut you open for sure..yea,then you'll get to aches and pains,then you'll collapse,cough,pass out,they get you to the hospital,try to save you even thou you tried to kill yourself(cumulative from all the smoking,its sucidal to smoke).

They shouldnt even be saving you,rather,they should be saving the second hand smokers,i.e,anyone who doesn't smoke, that was affected.

If its so cool,why aren't you the winner in the end?

You know they said that people used to live till 160 years old,and now we've got about 79 years odd to live because of the pollution,and all the toxic,what more smoke?

We're most probably dying because others thought they would like to look cool and plan ahead of the horrible death they'd like.We're dying because someone next to us chose to end up in his wooden box sooner.

why?

Even thou i'm still a teen,its kinda sad to watch others waste their life away.

Secondary school kids,primary school,and even once in china,i saw a kid about 6 years old puffing on a cigarette like he's been doing it for 20 years.

I guess its a matter of choice,nothing anyone can do anyway.

Even if they don't have the bling bling to get nice cigs,they prob roll it up themselves,kill them faster with no filter.

If they have money they'll keep buying it till they are broke.

Anyhow that's how the cigarette companies make millions of dollars,no lost for them,just a lost on the smoker's part.

Sad to see how noone can do anything for you while you're stuck on your bed,sick as hell,dying and everyone can only stand by and watch you.

Even cigarettes can't save you.

Hope All Is Well For Now...

Kim.

Slackeringly Slack.

2005-09-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

2 papers down - accountings and web client.

3 to go - office software,marketing and operating systems.

sounds like alot huh.WELL,IT IS.

can't seem to be absorbing a thing after last thursday.
What did i learn on thrus night?Nothing.
Friday?Nothing.
Saturday?Maybe alil' Something
Sunday?Alil' more.

But i still havn't completed my studying.

Oh sheesh,can't wait till its friday evening.

Gotta run for now.

Gear+Lock up : 2 Weeks.

2005-09-15T15:02:00.000+08:00

Just yesterday i went for my UWOS test which wasn't as hard as i thought it was going to be.It wasn't easy either,if you get what i mean.

Anyway,chapter 10 was on the vi editor,and it had helluuva lot of commands,i struggled to study everything in that,but in the end i remembered everything on surface level only.
thank god they had a list attached to the end of the paper with brief descriptions for each command,meaning that you had to vaguely know your stuff,or you're just as good as not knowing at all!

So now,i completely have to concentrate on my exams,which is in less than a week and.....going on for 2 weeks.pretty scary stuff,it being my first time doing my module examinations,hopefully its a nice,smooth experience...

Concentrating really hard on my web client development,but javascript is killing me because i wasn't there for lectures due to dengue fever which got me.and the theory is a killer,i hate studying theories,because you have to remember everything as formatted on the book,if you do it understanding way,you might miss out some key points which will cost you marks.
And there i go memorizing and memorizing......................

Then there's also practical,only with no computer,just you and the paper.how nice.and difficult.
Uhhh....javascript.gross.how can people remember that stuff??

Anyways,moving on about other things.....

I just realize one thing.The very reason why noone goes to mcdonalds and eat by themselves.
(yes,i did that,and frankly,it was quite an experience)
That is because,people tend to ask you for the time.......and freaky things occur around you and that's the time where you actually see some parts of your true self with friends in mcdonalds.all the laughing,shouting and the YOU ME YOU ME YOU ME.
GOD.WAS I LIKE THAT?hopefully not.

And about studying in mcdonalds?that's all bullshit.i tried that and with kids...and i mean even teenagers are group under kids,making that much noise,i think you'll get distracted trying to remember how to spell your own name.

Hmmm...mcdonalds.

Anyways,gotta run now.
Need to be studying and studying and ....studying.
How interesting.

Signing off...
Kim :) "Such a Calm Sunny Thursday"

Unusual Experience : Last Post.

2005-09-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

Sorry about the last post,was writting it in school,and you know how it is when people sit next to you and stare at every word you type.

Gets me uncomfy and words do not flow all that well.

Well,just the small tid-bits...........i left out and i'll tell you now.

At the observation room,i got served food,well actually,food that is inedible.

You either get full blown vomit....or solid vomit.if you're hungry and are fussy,you'll die in there for sure....even survivor guata-god-knows-what-the-name-is participants won't eat it.i think they might even try drowning themselves in the ocean.

Thank god for me,i......was not hungry.i got the solid vomit first.minced meat,veg(which was the only decent thing),rice - so dry my throat might get scoured due to to much friction. :D

So....i choose the solid one and couldn't down more than 2 spoons.of course there were the later gagging reactions which made me super sick.

I had "savoury noodles" one night while i was at my crib(the irony of it was that i called my house and room the CRIB,never knowing what the heck it meant....TILL NOW.),hospital bed,and woooo.nasty stuff.either it was me or just me.because the noodles were the thin brown slurpy kind which was not very oily yet gross....with fish which didn't smell like fish.Didn't eat much of it in the end and went hungry for the night,couldn't sleep anyway!

Never have i watched the clock on the wall so intensely that i looked at it every hour. 12am became 1am,then 2am became 3....and so forth.till.......8am.and that's when i started dreading.living in constant fear that i am gonna get jab,how can anyone sleep like that?

If you're not needle-phobic,try this scenerio instead.Imagine having no bodyguard and someone attempting to break into your house while you are sleeping to stab the heck outta you.AND WORST......you KNOW its gonna happen and you've got no way to stop it.

WOULD YOU SLEEP?

My favourite meal at the hospital (another irony,nobody in their right mind would even put favourite meal and hospital together) would be the last meal there,like some grand finale.
Savoury rice - unlike the noodle,it was like dark-brown-reddish rice.with ikan bilis poking outta it.then there's meat roll,3 of them at the side,and long beans (which i didn't eat,cos i hate anything beans).....

The needles,no doubt i've told you all about it.

Then there was the bathing part after my meal and after all the needles were out.first time i've had difficulty bathing.and the first time i had bars all over the bathing area.and a chair to sit and bathe if i wanted to..which i dunno how to do even! lol.

Oh,and how gross is this,i didn't get to brush my teeth while i was staying there.urh.but i had an antiseptic mouth-wash as a substitute cos they didn't want any part of me bleeding as brushing does cause bleeding sometimes and the diff btwn healthy you and sick me was that if i bleed,it'll never stop and i might DIE because of it.not to be over the top,but it is a possiblity.

What i would have found like a physical slap in the face,like a bucket of ice water thrown on me would be that....every morning i get on the mrt,and then while i am standing i'm always facing an ad,which you still see on the mrt,that advertises about dengue mosquitoes and how lethal they are.

Its a red ad.mosquito-drawn cartoons on it with words like "1 drop of water,thousands of eggs,1 bite=thousands of viruses in your blood,1 out of 50 cases of dengue is fatal" .."use granular insecticide....." and i was reading it everyday till i got DENGUE itself.

Just some symptons that i got you better watch out for:

1 - fever that rises till a high of 40 degrees

2 - fever that rises the highest mostly at night,sometimes in the morning its lower in temperature

3 - vomitting of food/medicine constantly

4 - gradual no appetite for food

5 - eye ache(for me..)

6 - stomach cramps (for others...)

7 - gagging

8 - rashes on legs,arms and small parts of face.

9 - cracking of lips

that's all i got...and u get HARDLY ANY SLEEP.
sleeping in air-con you'll tolerate for awhile,then you'll feel like sleeping with fan is much better...and sitting down against the wall is your favourite position.

What i suggest is that you got SEE A PRIVATE DOCTOR...or you go to the HOSPITAL.

Get a blood test,test for your platelets if its normal 100-400 (better if its the higer range),test for dengue and confirm if it is.

If the vomiting doesn't stop,get admitted.

Go on drip,i think 0.9% of sodium chloride will flow in you...and you'll feel better.

They gave me 2 panadols in the hospital and a vitamin c to fight the fever and fight the dengue respectively.
And if you feel up to it,ask someone to accompany you to the toliet,but you walk instead,i always feel,doing things on your own helps heal you faster...THAT'S IF YOU STRONGLY FEEL YOU ARE UP TO IT.

To all i know,take good care,cos the dengue cases are rising.
there are 4 kinds,so i'm still on the lookout.

Till the next post.

Kimberly.

Unusual Experience 2...

2005-09-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Althou its been more than a day after my last post,many things have occurred and still,the experience is as fresh as if it was yesterday's memory.Sometimes it scares the crap outta me.

So i got to my ward...CRIB at around 3pm.

Settling in and all.

I've never been on a drip my whole entire life and i WAS one of those naive people on the road thinking i'll never ever get into the hospital unless i get knocked down so i just watched out for the cars,but the next thing you know,you are down at the hospital.

Gloved people walking around,carrying half open segmented containers with needles and jab containers.some come in with kidney shaped containers that carries an injection,but that's mostly for the drip.

Mainly,i got the vomiting one,some pink-ish liquid thing.and it pretty much burned alittle under my skin where it flowed.rubbing the part that burned only was my outlet of relief.

Then i had sleepless nights for the 2 nights i was there.on the first day,the nurse visited me at 12 midnight to take a blood samples,however,the blood extraction was unsuccessful,either because i was too bloody nervous (needle-phobic) and the blood couldn't flow,or she just wasn't that skilled to deal with some needle-phobic kid and try to get a vein out that wouldn't poop.

The food.God,it was horrid.mainly,because i was a sick person who kept gagging and lost my appetite all day and everything tasted like shit.

Next morning,i knew the doc,i got this real good doc,doctor anu,that's what the nurses called her.she got my blood with just one jab,it hurt,but it wasn't as bad as the rest of it.

she told me she was using the smallest,thinest needle there was in the hospital.they used it to inject babies who were just born.........well.but at least it was THE SMALLEST.

My mum brewed the strongest chinese medicine soup there ever was to guarantee your platelets would actually rise cos the trend of dengue would be the platelets going downhill first and then rising up...and it usually keeps goingupwards.

I guess because of god,loads of praying and moral support,and me being a stronger person,i was able t get out in 3 days.

The third morning,my platelets has already gone up to 110.and the docs and i mean,2 docs came up to ask if i wanted to be discharge,and believe me,i felt really good.

Taking off the drip,the sodium chloride,the blood test,the panadols,the vitamin c.

I did have a good dose of prescription - vitamin cs,nausea pills.............

Well,i've gotta go for my next appointment to see how i'm doing,so that's......monday.

But for now,i'm feeling quite fit,although still no running cos that might bring about things i wouldn't want coming about.................

The cases are rising if you have seen in the newspapers,300 cases admitted to the hospital....that including me.

So well,take care and don't get bitten by a dengue cos things might get ugly.

Kim.

A Post Titled "An Unusual Experience".

2005-09-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

Little may know about my current situation... i didn't really tell anyone cept' those who obviously know and realize that i was missing for a whole week.

Yes,i was sick,quite sick that my fever by itself rose to a beatable,but dangerously high of 39.9 degrees,i thought i might just die,burn out and remain a vegetable for life,lucky for me,i had a mother who did care quite well for me.

I also could not hold down anything i ate.no appetite.no nothing.just loads of vomitting and feeling hot and sick and going insane......

typically...........symptons of DENGUE FEVER.

which did me in,in the end.

Never thought that my early morning headache,fussing about javascript the night before could bring me to a stage so far,i never thought could be possible.

It got so bad until i had to see the clinic doctor twice who referred me to east shore hospital for a blood test to test me for dengue.then the results were out showing platlets of around 168 (normally its from 100-400),which was healthy,but still very low.by then it was the third/fourth day and i had eaten nothing...because everytime i tried,10mins later it'll come out.

So another referal with loads of medicine was made.The doctor told me this time,i had to be admitted to a hospital,changi general hospital...A+E section which,to me,was a huge thing.

Lugging myself there,they made people who had a fever,me,wear a mask and look like an idiot,but by then i was still sane...

That visit,i got an ass jab which hurt like hell,but was to help stop the nausea and vomitting.

DIDN'T WORK.

so next day,i went back and this time,was admitted in.

Had a drip,which frankly,wasn't as painful as i thought,but still painful.

(just incase u didn't know,i'm super needle-phobic.)

and got jabbed for blood test which didn't draw anything out,so the doc took it from the drop instead.

Then i got wheeled in(yes,using a wheelchair) to the observation room.There lay appr. 12 beds for patients to get drips and go home,or to get driped,wait for blood test results,and get admitted (me).

The blood test returned with 81.(168-81=87 which meant more than half was gone in 1 day)

So the doc confirmed my stay in the hospital.

(Let's continue this on the next post or it'll get to draggy.)

Fast - Paced

2005-08-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys,

Sorry about not blogging so long.but i really didn't have much time,i was so busy that i could buff.

Well,to tell u what has happened so far...
I have just completed a marketing presentation yesterday,it was taxing and tiring and after a few hours,gave me a bloody headache.
During my research i can personally tell you that IKEA in singapore does not provide you good customer service because i called up to try to get info on my project and this bugger (i shall not reveal his name) was pretty sacastic with me,and that pretty much pissed the shitz outta me.
What to do,i am representing my school and that bugger's a real asshole and should be fired from that company because he not only gave me a bad impression of IKEA,by doing so,he also made me think twice before buying IKEA stuff...

bad staff = bad quality.

At the same time,i called COURTS singapore.And believe you me,they were the nicest people i have ever met.They gave me info and helped me out as much as possible and were polite.Now,that's good customer service.....IKEA SHOULD LEARN FROM THIS.

Then i was suppose to present a debate on same sex marriages,mine on the religious point of view (how ironic.)...but my teammate got a fever and could not make it,so it has been prosponed.

And in the last 2 weeks,i had an accounts test which well,didn't turn out to be too pretty so i have to work harder.

For now,my next assignment is due on monday,and i have to rush to get all the stylesheets up,its a website actually marketing on our virtual facial products,very interesting project thou.

And...my printer didn't work until....recently.
I carried the whole bloody bugger up and installed its drivers onto my computer...so its sitting on my bloody small table - scanner/copier/printer an all in one big thing.

Also,my toolbar in windows is missing.As in its there,the blue bar,but when i minimize things,it disappears to god knows where and i can't find the toolbar and re-click my minimized prog. out,i've got alt-tab till my fingers are swollen,so IF ANYONE could help me out with this problem...do send me an email,or help me out over msn..or give me a call....argh.I NEED HELP FOR THIS URGENTLY.

And i'm still reading on "the truth about love" by stephanie laurens and am already 5 days late from returning,near the end now...rushing! :D

Nothing interesting happening on my part for now.
I've updates myself as a movie-goer.Seen "Must love dogs" which is a romantic story and an everyday situation that happens to men and women.Being Divorced and the hardships one experiences in getting back into the dating world and the fears they face.And the love they truly found in the end after overcoming some obstacles in their way.

Also,Charlie and the chocolate factory which wasn't a very good movie.More fantasy which i don't really like or hate.

Bewitched starring nicole kidman was quite an okay show.nothing to shout about.

Althou i wanna watch wedding crashers,herbie:fully reloaded,valiant,harry potter and the goblet of fire...and loads more.god,don't i sound like a freaking advert?Scary.

Anyways,will try to update asap.

Tc.
Kim.

The Tale Of 3 Kimberly Kans....

2005-08-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

Come on,now i have three kimberly kans?

Ok,this name is so unoriginal.

Heck,we need some middle name comparisons and...chinese names,if you have one. :D

Althou unoriginal,i'm sure we're all really exciting-full-of-character kind of people......if one is fun,all is fun. :P

Anyways,Hi to all other Kimberly Kans......

Signing Off..
Kimberly. (damn,this line is corny.)

Ps: Do let me know if you're a new addition to the currently,short line of kimberly kans.(this should be interesting)

Just This One Thing.....

2005-08-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

Wed's the best day cos i always get off earlier than the rest of the week,i can't say early,cos early to me might be late to others - 3pm.

Well,this wed,i have to get to school for a uwos test which i have no clue at all about.
50 mcqs and i'm gonna struggle like hell.

I just took my WCD test today which was okay cept's that i zipped it and can't see the pictures and started freaking out when it was gonna be ok..i think.oh well,its over and its given me a pull-my-nerve headache.

Today i was watching oprah around abouts 9 something.
They were asking questions like "how long should you keep this and that before changing.."
"what can u find inside it if not?"

So they got this family whose mum keeps everything,right down to 1996 meat.30 odd years old pillow.underwear that needed safety pins to hold it in place.
God,and i thought i was bad.

So they were saying that a pillow is only good for 3 years at most and when u try folding it and it doesn't pop back into place,its a goner.And if u don't change ur pillows for a long time,you're not gonna be sleeping alone any more.

Then there's this hairstyle question,how long after a haircut should u go for another to maintain it?they said about 3-4weeks which is costly,but they say it will maintain it well and its easier to control.yikes!and i wait for like a year.dang,no wonder my hair's all shit messed up.

Argh!i need battery,hold on a sec.

Anyways ,during my WCD test i was fer-fer-fer-far-frezzing to death.i mean mount everest can't be colder.and they expect me to do a test?
Woo,and this guy next to me,he .....literally stinks..*gagging
i could die.i can't say i smell darn lovely either,but heck i try to at least.

This other guy next to me was nice thou he kept coughing which is terribly annoying to a person doing a test,aka me.and damn,i'm not in a habit to go around catching everyone's germs and get sick,so.........argh!!!!

But all was well in the end.

I'm reading a book currently titled "The truth about love" ..not the movie starring jennifer love hewitt's "the truth about love" but stephanie lauren's "the truth about love",equally good cos she's an amazing writer.
Can't tell u much,only started the first 2 pages which is sad,but look at the work and test piled up??how can anyone ever take time to enjoy?

And sleeping on the bus is the worst thing ever,talk about bad posture!
but then again,when you're desperate.you're just down right desperate.

Oh and i'm damn glum about missing charlie's angels:full throttle yesterday,damnit,tt's a good show,deprive me........cos of WCD.grrrr...

Anyways,no time now.test tml.

Kimberly.

.Till next.

Wait Till You've..........

2005-07-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

"Chilling & Super happy because the holidays have started.Time to Unwind...."

Crazy wouldn't even summerize what i've gone through since my last post.2 projects due and finally done within this month.the rushing,the chaos,the responsibility you carry on your shoulders and probably the most distrubing would be the reluctant co-operation that could be felt during that period.

Yes,leader of ITOS,meant that work distribution fell to me,to check that work was done as said,also fell to me,also being alil' bossy also fell to me.

What can i say?when its fun time...IT GONNA BE REALLY FUN.however,when its work time,don't expect me to be all slacky and aimless.i'm not that sort of person,i pretty much planned out a small path i'd like to follow after poly and nobody in hell or purgs for that fact is gonna pretty much ruin it.

I took a survey at least 3 days ago testing if i'm the working type or the slacker type and apparently,they say i do know how to handle stress well and can balance work and play.which is pretty damn good cos it goes to show...alot of people can't do tt(fr experiences..*coughs)

I hate putting myself as the "bad person"..as i said and used too many times in 3months, "desperate circumstances calls for desperate measures.." and pretty much strict i must be.to be fair to everyone,pretty much doing this for their damn bloody good.

Its also a very important skill i have acquired.learning to lead,not domineeringly,rather,having a fair-thinking concept,opening minds to new ideas,sharing and discussing,making sure everyone's happy in the group,no fights,fun and work combined.and we're all pretty much happy.

Not that this holiday would be much rest althou i'm gonna squeeze it in,even if i should die trying.i'll get my piece of peace damnit.

with FOM project well underway,and being group leader,i must do my job one more time so that everyone will achieve something from it.

I always find the wrapping up of one project so damn satisfying that u have to be a group leader to know wth i am talking about.

I've recently (actually,just yesterday) dist. their work and well,some complains here and there,but was solved in the end.did this briefing in 7mins tops,partly-shouting and partly coaxing...so that my hardly thought plans for work distribution wouldn't go to waste,unless someone had a serious problem with their part of their work...which certainly wasn't the case.

And yes,we've(ma' sisters) finally found some cutie in our mids thou they don't know we even exist cos we're in diff classes...sad,we've got like one man matched to us.however,life is never fair,so we....pretty much dun give a shit about them unless we see them...then we just...pretty much ignore.lol.what a efficient plan huh.....

As we all know,work always comes first,then other shits when u're free. :) how sinister of me.*evil laughs.

That aside,i've found my current fav. song,"you'll think of me" by keith urban,country at its best.and of course,not forgetting "bless the broken road" by rascal flatts.absoultely great to listen to when you're either taxed like hell bcos of something or stressed or..just about to doze off in the train or mrt.haha,believe me,i'm listening to excatly that when all tt happens.

that's why if u mess with my mp3,you're messing with the very devil...herself.

Also,i've taken a liking to michelle branch's earlier songs.."Goodbye to you","Breathe","everywhere","all you wanted".

Well,it seems green day's "Wake me up when september comes" is quite a hot hit in school.not quite what i expect from a group like green day...but it came out well.

Yes,the impending engagement party tml(sat).

Loads to do,everyone is coming,we've got wine,food,chit-chats,and loads of people.

Gathering for such a celebration.

I'll bet it overwhelm me after awhile.

But.i gotta first get my library books back to the library.Think of what to wear which always seems a bloody hard problem...

Oh,and also,i think i've been messing around with my friendster.lol.write me a testimonial someone!haha...noone loves me no more.urgh.stop it.

Ok,better get a grip of myself...heh.

Till next time...

Your....s

Kim......

Ps:[Hi to sam,kat,brendu,angie k,angie ho(thanks for the ring up...been 2 long)]

Just Freaking Me Out.

2005-06-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

Of all days,someone's gotta freak me out from time to time.Its like mother nature to me,freaked out in sec 2,freaked out in sec 3,freaked out today,yesterday and day before.my question is.....WHY?

to some,it might be super duper exciting,to me,its pure irritating and makes me heck of annoyed.
Yea,my first freak stalking shit ever.grrr.
I wouldn't like to mention names cos this might be a wee bit over touche to them......how unexciting huh??i SO wanted to say.

This friday,i'm having my very first SP test.FUNDAMENTALS OF MARKETING.
I swear i might just not take management route in the end,not that i was intending to....accountings is killing me,and beat this,i'm at basics,e.g ABC...shit geez,what comes next?THIS IS HARD.

Then a/cs test is on monday,don't trial balance me,i hate maths and anything that requires picking up any kind of calculator and using some stupid format.As i tell me sis all day.."hey,i don't intend to sleep with a calculator for the rest of my life..."

About 1 week back,i was having a slight case of diahhorea.long term,like everyday my ass will keep aside some time for like diahorrea.its as if its praying!....weirdo,but now,i'm fine. :)

I signed up for archery during the second week of school - CCA week.And hear this,THEY HAVN'T RESPONDED TILL NOW.so,i have to take some of my precious time to scold the f*** outta HOD.

Just yesterday,i major boo-booed in my marketing tutorial where my grp was suppose to give a presentation on marketing information systems and we got loads of stuff wrong and well,SHE was pretty disappointed,which equals to....bad news.

Anywas,back to no-brainer stuff,I reallly love kelly clarkson's latest song from breakaway,"Behind these hazel eyes".the video was good too.can't get enough of it.
Good charlotte's "i just wanna live is still ranked as one of my top" as of green day's "boulevard of broken dreams"

Can't wait till break starts and tests are over,i miss my reading and my sleeping and my excercise which i havn't been getting much off and is constantly making me pissed cos i'm getting seriously FAT.
URRGGHH.
so much for being freaked out,fat,daily chinese lessons..................and very disrespectful people.
Boy,and i thought life couldn't be any worst.

And my quote:
"Think like a woman and Lead like a man."

Kim.

Week 3.Whats Goin On?!

2005-06-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

Can't start to tell you how much i have done over these weeks.

Let's just start from saturday,i went to bukit merah library to do my community service work for 7 hrs straight.since i was wearing slipers and what the librarians term " improper clothings",i couldn't do external work which to all what-is-a-library people means....no shelving,no striaghtening,no nothing outside.Which is really different for me bcos i've been doing these kinda things for com service since last year.

So i was one of the few lucky peeps who was allowed to work at the "just returned" area.
you know when u throw ur book in,it falls into a hole in the wall,slides to the bottom falls on a spring boxs,i pick it up,go to a shelf with a scanner,scan it as return sort.i also did mess up sort,which thanks to you people,who anyhow throws ur unwanted books into the bins,make me sort it out again.

Then after the library,i went to my fren's house for a cjc reunion.
Was really nice to see other peeps from cj after so long. :)

Then it was back to work on monday...............projects,we gotta sort everything out.

I got to watch mr and mrs smith on wednesday night and i tell you,if u love action with no plot,this is the show for you.which means u r like me.haha.i loved the show althou it didn't have that much of an impact in its ending,rather it was abrupt.
Angelina jolie,as usual,another come back from tomb raider,cooler,faster,meaner.
Brad Pitt,oo la la,as sexy as ever,all the cuts and bruises,enhances...him.haha.i'm one sicko.

So now,its friday,and i'm stuck at the com lab having one of the weirdest i have no idea whats going on kinda lesson typing on my blog.
Hangin' with sam,kat,bren,angie later,been too long since i've seen them.also,has been 3 weeks since i've been to orchard.kinda sad for a nerd like me (not!!..lol)

Alrighty,you all sit tight,
Till i next post................

Kim.

At Zee PolyTechNic.

2005-06-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Back after 1 week of full orientation to get to know my dbit classmates...
and back after another week after that of getting to know teachers.....and my classmates and get educated.

I'm currently taking marketing now which requires me to buy this big thick book at 38.50 which i find is very expensive and the poly considers that price.."special".hm.

I'm learning all sorts of things.

Althou its a different environment,the environment i've been stuck with isn't as bad as i thought it would be.well,yes,they've got loads of the usual ching chongers,not like the regular people or the kind of people i would mix with,but i'm trying and coping with it.

There are pretty nice people there,and of course there are the nasty buggers which ought to be whacked.
the toliet is my worst nightmare,its wet,black and gross.and....gross.haha

yes,clothings have always been a problem for me and now,its an extremely big problem.i havn't an idea what to wear and i always have to keep track of what i wore when.....
Actually,tt's a pretty stupid idea cos i realize the guys reuse their clothes every 2 days.same clothes that i look at and think.."hey,didn't i see that somewhere just sometime ago?!"

So if they do that,whats wrong with me doing it...okay,maybe the girls will be grossed out,but who gives a crap.....they might even follow. :)

The food is edible,can't complain....i've eaten worst.
Things are expensive there,no doubt,like the fees wasn't bad enuff..... ....

Alright,its airconed...the classrooms but not the walkways....so its bloody hot.

The place is really big,so getting to the mrt and back is quite a chore....a short walk and an uphill walk.....like the heat wasn't torturing me.

In CD,we are required to complete 10hrs of CIP.3 hrs completed during the SP flag day,thank god,so now we've gotta get the other 7hrs from the library.....(like life wasn't hard enuff alrdy..GRR)

The teachers are fairly nice,some treat you like their frens even...others are helpful,some are corny as hell and laugh at their own jokes,some slang,some can't teach.....but all is well.

During Orientation,i did participate for Miss Sch Of Business,but unfortunatly had to back out cos the mr. wasn't very co-operative plus i wasn't very.. "summer dream" (which was the theme).

The bus ride is a killer,1 hr and 15mins.the mrt is a killer from 8.30-9.15am.you're squoooshed against the door.face flat.its like putting too many buscuits in a container.so that's like hell.

But then again,life's never fair.

Kim.

Australia -> Brisbane -> Gold Coast ->Surfer's Paradise -> Broad Beach ->Markwell Ave.

2005-05-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

Back in Singapore, Sitting once again,typing away on my computer after a fortnight of Suspence,Mystery,Excitement............................. Well,then again,it WAS A HOLIDAY.

let's start off with the expenditure.....ALOT.
Shopping for skirts/pants/shirts/tops/tubes/bottles/bags/food/books........

The weather there is awesome,cool and dry.

You can just walk down the street,get a nice light tann,not perspire,not be concious about what you wear and still have make up on.yep,that's right.........paradise indeed.
Everyone is friendly there,even the people living at the same place at me,they chit chat about the weather and all sorts of things in the lift.when you go shopping,they are quite helpful.

Their clothes...beautiful,stylish and guess what?they have my freaking size.unlike the ah-lian shops in spore.....bloody hell,i've gotta be like a freeking twig to get in.....and really,how many twigs are there in spore??[human wise.]

the books there,i could slap myself....famous authors' books are freaking cheap.and i got conned in singapore.damnit.

i went to georges' which is like an awarded seafood restaurant...and the clam chowder there is really good,as well as their lobster.......chezzzzyyy.no really.its full of cheese.

went to the golf courses',drove the buggie like a mad woman on the loose.actually had swervings involved and skidding on the golf course.probably killed like a whole patch of grass.

then i went to this zoo things to see their .........animals.it looks like hell just broke loose from the outside of this so called "zoo".then i go in and see the animals...like owls,kangaroos,koalas,platterpus,snakes,some big birds,crocs..what else???i can't rem.
i actually got to touch a....damn,i forgot again,branch python?tree python?something brown....i got to touch a snake bottom line.

It feels cool,then you know when you go to shops and wallets are made of snake's skin yea.put some ice under the skin and touch it.its slightly cold.so you get the creeps.

nike was having a gigantic 30 min sale in harbourtown.so all u shopping for nike stuff,you've been ripped off big timers. :)

Then they've got cute skirts of all kinds of designs.damn,even the cashier of just jeans is hot as hell....

well,now that i'm back,i'm freaking melting........
tml's like the official opening day for my dbit course at sp.orientation and stuff.
hopefully it goes well ..............
damn,what to wear now??????

Kim..................... { i need to go back to gold coast}

ps : will post pictures next time.

At The Airport!

2005-05-06T09:37:00.000+08:00

ok,well,this would be the latest post since i'm at the airport now,freeloading on their free internet,how cool is that?

Its like this small stand,actually,2 of them at one corner,discreet and smart so that many might not know about it....but i saw it damnit.i'm sensitive to technology,i can smell it 1 mile away....

i gotta board my flight soon,my mum just went ahead,now i've gotta catch up and this internet thingy has like a 15min usage time.sucks....but its free still.and currently,noone is using it except for me and 2 other guys...its a stand up thing,so its tiring too.another put off factor.

Anyways,hope you guys have fun,enjoy your holiday.

Will be back in 2 weeks,so catch me then.

For now i'll say ciaoz....and HELLLLLOOOOO to Australia.
Land of ......kangaroos?and.....wombats?!?...yeah.wombats are the cutest pieces of stuff ever.

bye!

Kim. :)

Down Under!

2005-05-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

The World At Downunder,Gold Coast Australia.

12.33pm, And its a bloody sunny day.

1 day and a few hours countdown till i get on board.

Packing: 9/1o done with luggage
1/4 done with my Hand luggage
MP3: Loaded And Geared Up With 12 hours power and alot of good songs.
Camera : Charging 80% complete

Went to the beach for a walk today at around 7am.And the usuals....taichi people at diff corners moving around,the occasional passing by of other walkers/runners/cyclist.

My mum waving at a few people passing by ... i'm thinking about the small blister forming on my right foot.

Got some breakfast and got back home.

I'm still packing and thinking about lunch.....slightly tired from the walk.
The bed was full of clothes,but now its empty with all the clothes neatly in my lug.

I bought chachos to bring on board so that when i watch a movie,i'll have something to munch on and not some kind of nuts or....buscuits.Ruins the atmosphere.

Music Now : "Two sides of every story" by 5ive
"Every Other Time" By LFO
"Everywhere" By Michelle Branch
"Everything You do" By M2M

Realise what is common? "every...." , "every..", "...every..." lol. coincidental i promise!my winamp is on shuffle!
"He wasn't man enough for me" By Toni Braxton

Departure Date : 6th May 2005

Arrival Date : 22nd May 2005

just in time for orientation at Sp.urgh.....no dancing please!!!wasn't Cj's Enuff?!!? Smooth Criminal was it???

For all going to poly and starting any time in may,enjoy these last few days before u are tortured again.... urgh.

Cherios!

Kimberly.

A Walk To The Library :P

2005-04-28T14:06:00.000+08:00

Went to the library,actually,walked to the library to drop off my books.Couldn't find a good one worth reading,so came back empty handed.And also,because i was going to aussie and didn't want a "borrowed" book on my mind....

Of The Month April..

2005-04-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Kim's Back2Back Movie Of April.Sahara N' GuessWho.
Feat. The Ruggedly Handsome Matthew McConaughey
And The Adorable And Funny Ashton Kutcher.

Saturaday,Today.

Morning,was a whirl of madness.
I go to the dentist to consult about the future of my not-so-pearly-whites-actually-not-pearly-in-the-least teeth.thinking about getting my braces done cos you know me...straight teeth is like an extinct gene in me.So i got my mouth stuffed with those small mirror with a long end in my mouth all over the damn place.

Then the doc spends like 5 mins telling me about braces and tt's fine still.Then he gets some clay and shoves it on my lower jaw and upper jaw to get my jaw model.then checks again,say i have some small infection in my lower jaw below one of teeth..and i was like holy shit,when i checked it out near in the mirror.sad.says he MOST PROB might have to jab it..which totally freaked me out and i told him "Jab??you sure?cos you know the worst place to be jabed at is in my mouth.."..which i found out later he thought me jumpy and required me to take some medication earlier on my next visit to "calm my nerves" which were acting normally on cue.

Fine.
So a feud starts with my very first dentist.....

Then i've gotta rub some "cream"(that's what he said...) on my infection which is "strawberry red" which ends up to be a toothpaste called edgydium or something..........but i massaged my infection.. ( man...gives me the shivers and grossness talking abt it.).hopefully it gets well.......

Right after that,got home to sleep.real tired.then at around 3,i woke up,get ready for a show at 430 esplanade.tampas...something something tango fire.My sis forced me to dress up nice,slacks and some top......Watched them tango on stage which was pretty darn good,all the legs here and there,great timing....inspired by them to take up latin dancing.and the dresses,so darn nice.but they had peeps to come sing all the latin songs which was well..average.but the dancing superb.if hey had added some kinda storyline..it would have been explosive..great.wadeva......

Everyone there was caucasian which...was real weird.then they were kissing each other on cheeks like everyone..and i wanted one 2!!heh.

back to friday......
i went to snip my hair as i said....
went to watch the movies.... - guess who and sahara back2back...one was at 4.10,the other at 6.50.crazy stuff.but i love back2backs.i mean ur alrd in the mood for it..so why spoil it huh?

was just done with nicole jordan's "the seduction".Pretty damn good writer.another to my list.
Lisa Kleypas
Julia Quinn
Johanna Lindsay
Judith Mcnaught
Katie MacAlister
Nicole Jordan

Hell yeah.i love good writers.

Kim.

Just Another One Of Those Days...........
Leave Me A Tag-Note. Brightens my day :)

Ford And Leopold.

2005-04-18T16:14:00.000+08:00

Another Monday again....

Listening to " Someday We'll Know" By Mandy Moore And Jonathan Foreman,OST Of A Walk To Remember....remember that sad show?That show where you thought mandy moore couldn't act for nuts?Or the movie you hated or liked?

So now i'm 17 years,15days,16hours and 14mins old.That totally sucks.I'm getting old.

So i went for my medical check up the other day for poly and thank god they didn't take any blood..would've died.Then i went for my very first x-ray,how loserified,i know....but still...it was weird haha.i thought you had to do more than press urslf against a board and breathe in and hold ur breath.......how anti-climatic.

Was watching Torque on HBO the other day and dang,martin henderson is so gorgeous.
Kat said i wasn't paying attention (cos i kept asking her what happened) because most of it was on "Ford"(Martin Henderson) and drooling....well,not to that extent,but she could see me mentally drooling.heh.

Then just yesterday i was watching Kate and Leopold,and you know me,#1 hugh jackman fan........was like glued to the tv.Hell,historical men are hot,and when you put hugh jackman and historical men together,whateva it equals to is explosive.Thou the hair-do wasn't right.

Of course there's a WAY HOTTER,SEXIER,STEAMIER version of him in swordfish which is coming up,heck,that pirate-ish look can get him ANYWHERE.dang.....Of course,there's no denying that Sexy X-factor in Xmen's Wolverine.

Tomorrow's Enrolment day for me,taking of my picture for my i.d etc..........
Then its Snip,Snip,My hair will be gone,that gross shapeless hair of mine,turned shoulder length,slight side fringe........you know a change,something more interesting than the usual tie-up-my-hair cos i can't contro the damn thing.haha......

Probably will dye it slightly red........nothing too obvious yet.

Need 2 Get more clothes.

Kim.

2005-04-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

The Knighting Cermony.....Earlier Any squire could be knighted if he finished his training and was around 18-22.However,as the centuries went by,only the rich and powerful lords/kings could knight others.Therefore fewer knights,more soldiers.
Kimmified

2005-04-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

Ok,this is another KIND OF KNIGHT....i'm lost,i forgot how the sequence go..but this is pretty modern already KNIGHT-WISE....
Kimmified

2005-04-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

Move up........Speed in time,You get to your Near Troy days.....cos this dude is wearing leggings...still! haha...metal kind,not the stockings kind.lol.i mean they could be gay but they wouldn't be THAT OBVIOUS ABOUT IT.
Kimmified

2005-04-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

Chainmail Knight.First Few Knights.
Kimmified

What A Knight!

2005-04-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

A Knight In Shining Armour?!

Take yourself back to the time of 800-1500 C.E.
When the term "knights" were defined.

13th century was when the chain mail was created,what was it made of?
well......it consists of tens of thousands of interlocking rings woven painstakingly by hand to form a shirt, coif, or leggings. Because of the mild steel produced in medieval times each ring had to be riveted to keep all the rings from spreading and opening under the weight of the piece.
Must be heavy huh?.....ACTUALLY...terribly heavy.

Then as technology progressed,the chainmail became useless and more a hinder and that was when the real armour was created of steel so strong that even a sword hitting it a few times with great power,the darn thing wouldn't even dent.shheessh,imagine that coming down on you..its like a golf club whacking the crap outta you.OUCH.

Well,imagine wearing it.god,must be real heavy.Takes a real man to wear it and be able to walk in a straight line and not groaning in pain.

This is why i find it incredibly sexy.i mean,watch spartucus....troy,strong men with..*ahem,nice ass,legs and boy,check out that arm....soda can or soda bottle??definitly bottle. *winks.

firstly,being a knight...........
no.1) STRENGTH
you gotta be strong like a bull,to wear all that crap and do combat and not die bcos you're to slow at plunging that sword into your opponent bcos the damn helmet or the armour was hindering your sight???
no.2)COURAGEOUS
hell,if you're in front line,backline,middle line...you're gonna have to fight another freeking big army,if you're unlucky,you're own forces are not as big as the one ur about to fight against.and you gotta charge at them and watch out where the archers are,they are like bloody snipers,far away yet they kill like they are in front of you...when you never knew.
no.3)SKILL
ok,if you wear all that get up and don't know how to fight,what the hell?whats the use.....who r u protecting???you gotta be well skilled in sword play.SEXY AS HELL..*winks
no.4)THE LOOK
yes,this isn't a ESSENTIAL factor,but is still one.hell,look at them,they all have long hair...not like the freaking ugly wannabe or is rockers u see today,looking like ridiculous asses swinging their hair about......and compare that to the ruggedly handsome shoulder length hair or the neatly tied hair......GORGEOUS.haha................
no.5)Honour
back then..honour was a big big big big thing.DIE IN HONOUR....blah blah...alot of honour related stuff,well,depends which century we are at,there's rakes ( modern day bad boy) and there's the other kind gentlemen ( modern day down to earth men)......usually they relate honour to country and family...abit to women,but back then they were usually womanisers or plain gay or reformed.(rem,there wasn't such things as AIDS back then...or maybe they did but was real rare).

Can't think of much..but back those days,they were just IRRESISTABLE,SEXY,DROP DEAD GORGEOUS,HANDSOME........wadeva you say.BUT I SURE BET THEY STUNK LIKE SKUNKS.....i mean hell,you always read or see in shows...WHERE'S THE BATHING PART???they NEVER BATHE TT'S WHY.gross.haha........but what the hell,we got the visuals..not the stench.so i guess its more a turn on.less a turn off..huh?

I'll post more pictures soon. :)

Kim.

Ps : visualize sexy knights...not the real shitty looking ones( i know you were thinking that.).lol....i've got taste alright.Think.....Brad pitt in Troy (mini skirts..whooo),think.....orlando bloom ( kingdom of heaven).....think collin farell in alexander and think.......whatshisname in A KNIGHT'S TALE......all sexy huh,aren't they?HELL YEAH.

Just Another Post....

2005-04-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

You Slay Me...

Its Another dark,semi-rainy day outside...just about 4 houses down,there's a wake going on...really matches the atmosphere doesn't it?
Well,its been going on for approximately 4 days...pretty long.And not to speak bad about the dead or anything related to it,the narrow road leading to my house has been jammed with so many cars that maybe i might not be able to walk down that very lane,what more,a car driving thru!?

While i,four houses down have much going on since my last post.

I've been hooked by HBO.its terrible,but my eyes are glued to the damn tv.And i've taken a strong interest to books written by katie macalister (above is an example) and nicole jordan.Good reads.

Another thing.....IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYONE (hmm...how specific) WHO IS GIVING AWAY /GIVING UP A DOG,PREFERBLY TOY DOG SIZED,AND SPECIFICALLY A WEST HIGHLAND WHITE TERRIER(male).....do inform me please...lookin real hard for that breed and everyone seems to be selling it at really high prices and i am willing to pay for it,however,at a lower price.DAMNED SHOPS.

And just yesterday(that being a sunday morning) i went blading again after my nasty fall about a fortnight ago.....(pictures included,scroll down..............),my mum forced guards on me...and not those regular guards,but rather the seriously bulkiest shitz i have ever seen in my rollerblading life (which isn't very long....).therefore,i have decided to take action and get well...... new guards that aren't so very bulky and that doesn't hinder, rather it protects.40 bloody bucks thou....well,one has to pay the price not to look like THE HULK blading.

About movies again,on friday i went to catch "beauty shop" starring queen latifah and alicia silverstone ( miss match)....pretty good show,not thriller,not mystery wise good...more like a relax-good movie....OK,WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT!??...uh,forget it.*slaps head.

Right,now its really raining........and this makes no sense,but the rain is falling at a slanting angle,maybe bcos the wind is blowing??rapid rapid drops......hmmmm.like a plant being watered....and the water-holder is seriously full. :D. dang,i am so shitty.no wonder everyone says i am so crappy.hell.....this is being OBSERVANT and trying my hardest to describe it and be all poetic about it too???i know.....not succeeding am i?....fine.

Dun know if u like the new sound of mariah carey - Its like that.i find it quite refreshing and new.and has this infectious jumpy beat that makes u wanna jam to it or rather have tt swaying movement of your body when you listen to good music....

and i'm not much of a green day fan,actually i hate their music,but " boulevard of broken dreams" is a pretty good song from them.

Another would be eminem.....his music,i know,will u quit defending him u shithead,i am trying to explain...yes,his music is meaningful and tells his life story and is not like the other shit rappers that raps shit all day that u never understand yet jam to it...right?i know......but his "mockingbird" has that tune that draws u to it.....

an artist like michael buble sings jazz the best if you're not a jazz kinda person,but want some jazz music....his latest album Home,has great songs like "home" and "feeling good" and the album before " moondance" and "Fever"..loads more.

For oldies ... John denver - country roads is quite a good song.John lennon's imagine is also good.
dusty springfield - i only want to be with you.

Read wise.......i still don't know.let me catch up and then i'll get back to you.

Kimberly.

Carbonation. ...

2005-04-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Carbon tablets aka charcoal tablets ( not the raw bbq ones!) which helped my stomache...

So,As u now know i had a real bad stomache yesterday.it was killing me slowly.couldn't sleep,and slpt only 3 hrs ( 2-5am) and then woke up to get some hot water and sat down and watched V (chnl 18 - starworld) and MTV ( chnl 20) for around an hour odd.Then when i felt better i got back to sleep which wasn't very successful cos i woke up 3 hrs ltr (7-10 something).....making that 6 hrs of sleep.Sad day it is.....i usually sleep twice that amount.

Oh,and if u would like to know,my bladding wounds have finally patched back up,all dried and gross.....as usual.

Oh! and i got my sp package already!requiring me to go for a medical checkup and to go to sp to make my i.d.take pics etc....shit.i hate that.BUT HECK,i'm in!!!

Ooo..and i've got digital cable just today,how cool is that?but i don't have hbo.....makin it seriously uncool.so i'm neutral now.ahhh.sadness.

Think i'm going to the library tml or if not...next week.yeah.

I'm talkin' alot of shit now........so tt means i need 2 stop.

Kim.

Waterrrr......... ;)

2005-04-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

Had a real bad stomache yesterday,so i needed this in its warm form.
Kimmified

" Its All About You "

2005-03-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

Rainy Sad Morning Thru Afternoon...

Look at the bloody clouds!really,i took this picture at my window at around 2.3opm.Such a Sad sad day.
I wanted to head out to the library but who wants to carry a wet umbrella into the library and search for books,even THAT would turn a non-reader off.urgh.

Anyways, i'm currently listening's to Mcfly's New single.... "all about you".Its a really good song....soothing,and makes you wanna sway your body side to side and raise your hands in the air...hahaha.

" So hold me close and say three words like you used to do....dancing on the kitchen tiles,its all about you... and i will answer all your wishes,if you ask me to...but if you deny me one of your kisses,don't know what i'll do.."*strum strum of the guitar.

I'm looking thru pizza hut's ad (paper)...and i feel like ordering a lover's splitzza,althou i don't have a lover,well,who cares!i've got more food!heh.Hawaiian and curry chicken pizza in one pizza!whoooo!looks good....

Anyways,i went for RCIA again yesterday and geez,so many people suddenly and all of them lookin weird at me!urgh...these people...very un-open minded.anyways,me and my sis opted out.i'm currently an OBSERVER cos if i become a sponsor and they ask me to share an experience that is memorable about god...i'm gonna shout and scream like a mad ass,cos i dun have one,unless i go on yahoo and search for "touch-by-god" stories from other teenagers and then tell my enquirer that which is prob alot of lying i have to do and might become real tiring.....

Bloody hell i am aging.shit.

ok,i am hungry,going to see what kinda food there is...stale,fresh,yummy.you name it.....

Kim.

Famous Words From An Injuried Blader..

2005-03-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

Its been quite sometime i've seen myself in such an ugly state,all bloody,cut up and still...blading.that's bleedin' stupid,but yeah,i did that.

We did quite a marathon.East coast beach's Macdonalds...you get out,turn left and keep blading till you see the end....that's what we did.Macdonald's in Quite East Coast to Freaking Leafy and noisy Safra Resort at the airport.I could even see the bloody plains take off right above me.that's how far we got.
I mean yeah,sure,i got to see great scenery of golf courses,the sea so near you can't see the sand no more....and get out to one of those whats-it-called that extends from the land outwards to the body of the sea,and got to see how the men there fished and what kind of fishes they caught.was even offered to tk back the fish!shucks.haha.me?blades?carrying fishes?isn't there something wrong with that picture?

Dang my blister is burning.

Then of course,blading under the canopy of so many damn trees and an endless view of the track going on and on....the countless of repetitions of the signs on the ground telling us its a cycling and blading track.and the bleedin' happy feeling of spotting a drink store after going on for miles...haha.yes,simple bliss.with 2 good frens and blading on.

Then we reached the end.a dead end and didn't know how to get to a bustop to get transportation..so we waited real long for a cab which would never venture or drive thru the freaking creepy area where absolutely noone lives at.

So now's tuesday and its recuperation day.and kim's pretty damn happy cos she woke up at 1.20pm.hmmmm.........blissful.

maybe a trip to the library tomorrow?hm.sounds pretty damn good.

Oh,yes,not to forget.my sis is going to be a sponsor at RCIA for her boyfren and well,i accompanied her and walked in to a room full of graying haired people.hello,how is a person like me,being 16 plus join a freaking group of people at least 40 odd years of age!i mean..what is that?that's like visiting the old folk's home,only that they speak english and talk about god for about 2 odd hours.yeah.

so words like "open-minded,socialable kim....." was going on in my head while the guy at the board went on about how catholics stay as one and not be domineering,how to be great spnsors!boy,was i acting as if i was making frens with aliens.then we got into this group thing,which is bad enuff then they said,the youngest member from each group change groups,come on.....who could be younger than me?the mosquito flying around the room?yeah.maybe that.so i joined with these buggers...3 old guys.now,tt's awkward....i mean,guys in JC is okay you know..but Guys(are they still considered guys ???) almost qualified for a senior citizen ezlink is something else!

So endure i did and tried to be friendly i could....but somehow i feel this look-down-on-you ambience in the air,like as if i was young i couldn't know much at all about god,as if i had no right to tell others about god,which is prob true on a personal level cos i really can't name the 12 apostles...but age-wise,i feel anyone is possible.even a kid as young as 10 could know more about god and spread truer words than a bloody 40,50 year old..hell,i mean,they could be on memory pills for all you know! lol....i am so evil!ok,quit it.

Boy,was that a weird night!i mean,no.1...i fall down and get a nasty bruise on my knee which prevents me pretty much from bending my knee..and to the RCIA room requires frequent bending of the knee....and then the crazy experience.....with...people.yes.people kim.not anything else in ur mind....

Another post another day then!

Kim.

Mine.All Mine.

2005-03-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

just to prove to you that all this shit mess is all mine and not someone else's body part i'm trying to make you all sick with.so kids at home,don't blade with crazy friends,this is what happens!haha.
Kimmified

My Talented Cut Up-ed Blister.Ain't It Just Artful???

2005-03-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

yeoowww!see that bleedin' big blister...its fresh,fresh and raw....just cut it open today.all the "juice" oozing out of it.groossssness.yeap,but i think i cut it out pretty damn well. :) haa..am I GROSS!from blading too,still hurts.stingin' right now!
Kimmified

Yikes!That Leg Looks......

2005-03-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

oooo,this scratch i got on the knee..whoo,hurts!it is more gruesome on the right side of that knee.hmmm,who knew blading could be so harmful??
Kimmified

Hand Injuries

2005-03-29T18:29:00.000+08:00

Blading on monday,had quite a fall....hand injuries first....this is it and well there is some on the other hand but they are pretty minor so no point showing,looks like a normal hand.heh..well,the yellowie ness is some bloody chinese medication my mum forced on me which apparently "helps the wound to heal faster"
Kimmified

Friggin Free.

2005-03-27T16:02:00.000+08:00

Well Well.....2months and bluidy nothing to do at all except have fun..i mean,isn't that JUST BORING?EVERYONE WANTS TO STUDY!HECK,SCHOOL IS LIKE PARADISE....not.haha.

Well,Jc has started and looks like i've got days at the beach where there are only specks of people around ..which is superb cos i don't need an audience clapping when i fall down.yeah,blading,you know i ain't really good at it...i'm not a beginner,yet i am not an expert...i'm just......me.right.like that made any friggin sense huh?

Right,So...JAE time,i did get into my first choice,however have only found 1 person,same year as me going into SP which is superrrr......sad.shit,where are all of u?come on.....dun be shyyyy..

So computer forensics huh?should be fun..i mean..CSI in digital form????coooool.well.not to some.but i guess to comfort myself..(yes,you shut up)..i shall say its really gonna be fun.

Up to date,i've got a count of 335 songs in my ZEN of 2,500 capacity.I need to loook for more good songs.Any good songs u can recommend me?Just Tag it :) thanks.

And yes,i shall point out that i havn't closed my friendster account and intend to leave it...idle.for those who havn't got an idea i knew about friendster...well,now u know.i do.i really do.

I need a new leather wallet....preferbly black.i saw a pierre cardin one the other day,it was ...elegant,expensive looking etc...etc...but the..."format" ( everything's in com terms huh?) of the wallet is just wrong,thou i did like it.so i decided not to get it althou my current wallet is falling apart ALREADY.the coins are falling out all over the place.......urgh.how sad.

Been busy shifting furniture for the last 2 days and watching movies actually so wasn't online much.the shifting of the furniture.. *raises hands in surrender....is for my dad.MUST BE THE FENG -SHUI or something..i havn't a clue.for the movie,a forced-tie-me-up to watch CATS AND DOGS with my mum ( oh godddddd,what a torture!!thou lou was cute...ARGH!),then a by-myself show - The Pacifier,and another show - intolerable cruelty...

I was thinking of holding a party for my bdae in a week's time and getting my cj mates together..i dun know.what do you think?should i?hmmmm......i mean,think of all the factors..
my house being so god-damn far....
There's school for the jc people....
people might have things on.....
all the food.....
all the drinks????

I'm clearing the computer of all the shit right now....37.25GB,and i've just cleared 8.42GB of it up...and now is free.argh.shit this is soooo slowwww!

Scr*w This.

Later then.

Kim.

Zen-ing

2005-03-21T12:38:00.000+08:00

Sunday.
Sabbath Day.

Day Before A Hellish Week of school starts……

However………..

Feels good to know that I wouldn’t have to get to school and dread the whole week all over again for awhile.The school,the work,the physical education and the science experiments which are extremely long winded.

Thursday,I sorta busted my feet.Feet burn from a bad choice of high heels for a whole day’s shopping and vanity over practicality.i used Friday and Saturday as recovery days,and well,it hurts no more!Dang,what’s worst is we didn’t get no nothing so that means I busted my feet for nothing!
Then later that day I had t go for penitential service aka confession for non-catholics.which sometimes makes well,sense and no.The sense part will be to cleanse your spirit of your sins by confessing them..The ‘no’ part would be that the priest listens to your sins and doesn’t give you the usual ‘advice’ which I am thankful for,however,others aren’t and well,they just don’t give a whoo about it.

Nevermind about that.So,dang.i still think it feels awesomely nice that I ain’t going back to Cjc.Or doing anymore of their science experiments that make no sense to me but requires such hard work to achieve such a small amount of result.

Yet it saddens me because of the friends I will leave behind after this first three months which was quite an experience,meeting people of different interest,seeing how to world works beyond just CHIJ.Actually,they say there’s a spirit we call carry along with us no matter where we go…and seriously,I can’t feel it at all.Its like how some girls on the street can tell another is an IJ girl,noone can tell I am one unless I strut around in an IJ uniform or rather tell them I’m from IJ.I guess I don’t reall have that “IJ look”.

I’m currently at the range now,watching my dad whack his ball into open space and well,he’s at the pratice green now,so I’m sitting under a nice shaddy green portable umbrella with one bright source of light diagonally above me.There was the guy,well,ranting,shouting..looking slightly crazy about the lights of the range being turned off earlier than normal,so he freaked me out bits.
Ohh!i also just got a ZEN MICRO on Saturday,the latest cutest small bit of mp3 player.Still figuring out how to use it,it isn’t too user friendly I must say.Havn’t tried to install the prog into my com or transferring my mp3 onto it.
Urg,crazy man walking past me…..the ranting bugger.yeah.the very same one.

Right.now that he’s away.Crazy bugger.ok.stop it….yeah.

Continued on Monday Morning………

I’m currently reading “ Men in kilts” by Katie MacAlister which is bloody interesting,had a few good laughs over it.It tells much about how women,well,especially this one in the book ,find Scottish men sexy as hell.Their kilts?Their Accents which I must confess althou its difficult to understand I find terribly sexy.haha…….*lifts both hands up.Hey,I don’t know why either!!heh.
So,I’ve spent all morning fixing my Zen up,dragging and dropping those mp3’s of mine which accounted to only 186.what the hell!!!there has to be more…

Its all fixed up now,with a grayish strap around my neck and white earphones that are plugged into my ears now as I well sing to the ost of anatasia by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis.when I look at my zen,pretty much looks like a very bad imitation of an ipod,but what the hell,its not the looks,rather it’s whether the darn thing is user friendly or not or whether it works like how an mp3 should…..well,it does.

Its pretty cute while its charging,with the blue dimming and shinning repetitively at its borders…acts like a….nightlight???haha..oh well.its pretty cool.

Waiting for lunch…hm…hungry.

Oh yeah,and I have 11 books in hand right now,I borrowed them from the library for a good read,as u read other post about me being all sad and sorry for myslf for not reading the past 3 months,well,time to catch up now.

Freeks,I’m so dang bored now I’m typing shit and any shit that is coming out of my head.

Ah yes,tml’s JAE release….let’s see…is it SP or NYP ??

Kimberly.

2005-03-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

Bravo's Hunt For America's Most Gorgeous Male Model.
For dear chuan's sake,i'm re-publishing this cos he made alot of noise about this picture when he saw it.
That's right chuan,all your fire,your flame,your lame jokes and ur imaginary flying capabilities all mixed to one will never be hot enough for this guy,cos this guy is wayyyyy hotter.he's like the drool drool type.the i faint across the street if i see him kinda hot.haha.
Soooo,chuan.deal with it buddy.you still got no abs,so quit lifting your shirt.you're lying to urslf.haha.
Use this pic as motivation.maybe then the ugly girls might want you after tt...haha.

Kimmified

Goodbye Cjc (first three months...)

2005-03-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

Hey there,me again....

Let's see,friday was my official last day of school,of JC,that is.

I'm finally out of CJC.Got my report card and failed G.P and Chinese and Computing.D7 for both.althou they don't count d7 as a fail,i do.it sucks.....however,the last 2 subjects are all passes.An A and a B.Maths And Phys repectively.

so,that means i'll be free for the next 2 months.What to do......hm.I need to catch up on a lot of reading,since jan the 2nd till this very date 2005,i have read only 1 book which is just plain sad cos during the nov 22 - jan 2nd,i manage to read bout' 22 books,which is considered normal to me.not one book in 3 months.shit,that is just PATHETIC.but i really havn't had time,always having to catch up with the social scene and do my work and watch tv...that's alot. :D

however,now that it has semi- ended...i have more time to pursue my interests.maybe i'll work.do something useful...

Anyway,on friday, jon gave each of us a love letter (even the guys!)..ha,just kidding buddy,its just a farewell or an early welcome note,depends if you put cj as your first and 2nd choice or not.As you know,i got the farewell one since cjc (sci) was put as my 12th choice in JAE.unless i'm soooo sway,the system cocks up and puts me in my last choice....heh.it was a green small paper,folded in a...i have no idea because i got it from him and opened it immeditately...it was a nice,sentimental note since he handwrote it,making it even more valuable.

Also,saw derek and his new hairstyle.haha.and manage to catch hold of him for a picture.

During the 1 hour break,we decided to zhao.haha.boy,was that scary and terrifying..cheap thrill,but ahh,cjc as 12th choice? aha.very slight chance i'll get back in,thats if poly doesn't want me.haha.

then we got out of school,things became confusing cos we didn't when to meet and where and what was happening...as usual,randy has to do something stupid as to take my posb card during break and he being at bishan and i at toa payoh made things difficult.

So,Cy and Alv,had to cycle over and give it to me which made me wait for an hour odd.a thing that would make me pissed with randy forever.

In the end,i got it back,and went home to get some snooooze.Be happy.Slack.

Oh yes,p.e was a crazy affair too.mr wong had to make it memorable which it really is now cos we ran 1 round around the school,the odac way,god and i almost died.i swear,if i went another step further i might have gotten a heart attack.running is one thing,but uphill running?shit....tt's pure NUTS.but hmm,do feel healthy,stinky and gross after that.oh well,that's cjc,another reason why its under 12th. :)

So,i am planning my week ahead,trying to make myslf busy,mix with all my cjc frens as much as possible until they go on their ways to other jcs and get so bloody busy,its true,first three months are pretty essential.....to get a feel of jc and well,they do teach hell of alot of things during then,hard for the after first three months to catch up on it....or have a chance to backout cos it didn't seem like wad it is.I HAD THAT CHANCE,i knew i didn't want it...and I BACKED OUT.so....lucky me.

Yeah,so,i'm taking on a new life,a new beginning,pretty much a fresh start with no reputation at all.no friends,no familiarity.....faced with a NEW CHALLENGE again with a different environment.let's see if i succeed........

Kimberly.

Mystoriscity.

2005-03-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

Its approximately 33 degrees outside,and its 3.15 in the afternoon.

I'm sitting at my table and listenining to Janet Jackson's "I Want You"....
i'm not at school as usual.

therefore,i had real good sleep.woke up at 9.00 and slpt again at 11,to wake up at 2pm...

Really,now i understand why my friends say that if u've got nuthin to do during the first three months,its dead beat boring.... hello,one day from jc and not doing anything is real boring....but i rather have sleep than being at school which is a pain coz thurs' are late days..5pm.geez.

I just had lunch which was pretty darn good.heh.

Let's see,tomorrow is well,the un-official last day of Cj,cos whose gonna want to come back aft march holis for 2 days of sch when they are goin poly alrdy???haha.Its gonna be pretty damn sad....i'm gonna miss everyone. hmmm...

Anyways, Yesterday, i'm a victim of a terribly mysterious accident.

I lost my wallet around 9-10 something in the morning and how it came back still scares me.i am grateful its back cos everything is where it is...or i think it is...let me see.yeah,everything's there.

I was at the canteen buying food,then i carried with me to class,on the way i met jo,talked to her,she was looking into my wallet then i took it back from her...was about to walk into class and detoured to get to the toliet,remember leaving it there and well,can't rem if i took it out or not,cos i didn't...then i kept walking,then saw ubi and ata who crashed and was talking to them one level above...after tt continue to walk and realize the class was locked so continued to the lab...25mins into lab lesson..i realized its not with me..and i freaked out.

looked all over school.made a report,checked distbins....to only find it back in class when lesson is over.on my table.which is really weird.i swear i know very clearly i brought it down for break and didn't get back to class till it was locked.so,the only possibilities is Jo...and i checked,she said she didn't have it and she gave it back on the spot...cancelling her out...which leaves,someone either knew me and don't know how it got onto my table cos the class was locked....or either when i went back to check at the office when computing ended...a person who found it whether he or she knows me passed it to one of my frens...or the worst is someone was pulling a prank..which is seriously horrid.cos if someone did pull a prank,it was a horrid one and you deserve something worst,to just let u get a taste of ur own medicine.thou if its the other situation,i thank the person who found it.

so,thank god i got it back.shhheessshhh....make me nervous like shit.still really mysterious...

So then after school i decided not to go to wk's house cos the odds against me were great....then hung out with jem and rene at city hall..looking for his shoto?shotsu?shitzu?shiokers?dunno..some japanese weapon thingy.yea...it was funny cos rene and i were heading into shops that had loads and loads of shoes...eg. charles and keith,and putting jem in a real difficult spot,but he didn't care.he just plopped right down and watched us or either gave us a "guy's opinion"...pretty coool.so..yea.

Then i got back and was dunno - quite tired.oh yea,i also took loads of pics of of the class..one on ones and whole class pictures.pretty damn amazing we manage to get together to tk class pics.haha....so rowdy they are.

right,so now i'm gonna do some chatting.will see you ltr!

Kim.
Ps: the pic below,was wad i had for dinner,one of the dishes that is....about 3 days ago.pretty darn good... "lor mee." its called.

2005-03-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

Dinner the other day.
Kimmified

Out And Back

2005-03-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

This is me after accompanying my friend to do her JAE.Back home now...after a hard day's work.. :)
Kimmified.

Hey ...
This is a pic of me...after i've come back from helping my fren out with her JAE.

Had this really weird dream two days back on not being able to get in SP or NYP's Business IT....freaks me out.

Everyday has been really boring and it pains the shits outta me thinking i've gotta get to school (JC) every morning,but i'm doing it for the friends now,not the education.

I've decide that a life like that will never suit me,going at 7,coming back at 7.that's 12 hrs straight,what more having to study after that adds on to it.....and so little time to play,by the time you finish your education ....you're too old to play cos you might just get osteroporosis from walking.so yea.....i need a life with shorter hours,even if i have to study for an extra year,so be it....i guess friends you can always make,the friends you already have...cherish.there is no other way,you can't bring anyone along....
Well,thank GOD FOR MSN.

Gonna Check Out Some Songs.
Later.

Kim.

Another Day At Home ( Pic)

2005-03-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

At Home.... Check out my long and beautiful nails.. ;)
Kimmified

T18's Play Day - Chalet.

2005-03-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

The JAE/JIS system..so it seems has been down for a day or more.My friend couldn't log in for hours...thank god i hadnt made up my mind by then cos i'd be freeking out,smashing computers and shouting the whole night till morning through.

Alas,i made up my mind and force myself to do my JAE and not prolong the "whats ifs..." and "maybe this...".I mean,my first and second choices were quite stable.its just the last problem - which one goes as first choice and second?!

So.. Desperate,Forced-to-Choose brain on wednesday told me that business information technology aka Bz IT is going to be the course i will enter and enjoy :).Quite a perfect choice i think,knowing that programming is a struggle and 3 years of it will absolutely KILL ME.It had the best of both words,that being IT and Business.

However,later on in the course you are required to specify.It didn't have much prgramming.Only Java in one module,c++ as an optional elective module.so well.looks pretty good to me.There's also another - Computer Forensic,something like CSI ( i heard the oos and ahhs.Stop that.its not what u think it is.) which is provided as also,another elective module in singapore poly.It deals with hacking and how to trace some bastard whose trying to hack into your porn collection.bastard,stealing free porn!?!!!?!?.haha.got ya.kidding.more like hacking and shutting off your com,controlling your com etc.the BAD BAD E-PERSONS.

You know the freeky shows tt show things being typed onto your com w/o you knowing or typing??..yea,those idiots in that show are just exaggerating or never in their entire lives have learnt what IT is or that hackers exist.cos someone is most prob hacking the shitz out of your com and scaring you to kingdom come.

So,i must learn to scare the other bastard till his pants drop,he shits bricks,balls drop.yea.wadeva.the list goes on.

So,its cool.wad else...hm..alot of business stuff,principles of accounting,my disadvantage cos i never did accountings in my life.then also some behaviour thingie,supply chain something...mathematics!ohh!how grt. :) ..NOT. :.....((yea. Smart card.hm..wads tt???? er...java.let's see..IT security etc. projects.presentations...loads and loads.. AWESOME HUH?

ok,so...this is my JAE.

1st - Bz IT - SP

2nd - Bz Info - NYP

3rd - Bz IT - NP

4th - Apparel Design - TP

5th - Bz IT - Tp...

and the list goes on.the rest is crap and i know you being an intelligent person would not want to see it.so...i didn't write it.NOT. :)

6th - Vic Jc... and all the smarto jcs. just to show off to my kids next time.. "hey loook..mummy put hwa chong as ...."

So,in the end,wad i am trying to say is that....you are dumb. ha.kidding.

So,chalet huh?..started friday,couldn't stay over..really sucks.
The food there..hmm...charcoals.unhealthy.BBQ chicken wings.BBQ sausages....Corn maybe???hm...very little.but we got potential chefs in class,so it wasn't as bad as it seems.some teachs came over to say hi.many peeps were there....only some didn't come.too bad.went home after tt.how exciting huh? *yawns...

Then..day no. 2,back at 11am....i go there,open the room door and see only 5 people inside,doing a marathon of mahjong.pretty crazy stuff,little nuts,they needed fresh air.hmm.went to join the rest of the gang at the arcade down there which weirdly was baricaded.

hmm...so i went to ask the guy sitting near it. " hey,how does this stuff work?"
He tells me that i just tk this card which has a hang-ard-the-neck thingie and keep scanning it and playing.

it was free.you know.FREE.the word all singaporeans worship.YEA.u got tt right,me,an aracade fanatic was there gawking.like wad the hell,i always had to pay like hell to get into an arcade,and here,the dream of my life with just one card and scan away was given to me...OHHH HELL,so i just took it and went in,saw the gang there and said my polite HIs..and went along to hunt....

Yes,true to its word,Time CRISIS 1 and 2.yea baby.
So i started playing no.2 till this really rude malay girl came to me and rudely ask me to get off the machine cos people are queuing..hmm..see,these kinda people make me racist you know when i am not...i don't discriminate,but if you provoke..i will.and i DISCRIMINATE BADD.haha.but nevermind,i shall keep an open mind,other malay peeps are the nicest buggers you'll ever meet. :) TRUTH.

So i got off,feeling disgusted.wanted to shout at her,but forget it,waste my time.uncivilized people are usually damn stupid,they never understand anything a civilized person such as i would say cos they are under the feet.yep.LOW DOWN.shows much about backgrd.brought up with no respect and manners..looks bad.hm...feel sorry for her now. :D

ok,where was i?so caught up in my tales.*sighs.haha.

so i went to play some really weird game manfred cheated me out of.then went to hang out with weikang.first we tried to use the toy grabbing machine..then when i turned ard and saw tc 2 empty,then i started to urge him to go there instead.so...competition.kana whacked like shit...bloody hell.he's good.so well,must work double hard,and died faster.who cares?!?!i got free card!haha....

so started winning in the end cos i was getting bolder.no ducks.just shoot those red,blue and green things.started winning to the end.....weikang's not happy.haha.hey.i'm good 2 alright.

don't blame me if i have long hair tt's causing me to lose.once i tie it back,you better step up your pace. muaha.DON'T MESS WITH ME.

after tt,there was this frog punching weirdo thing.hm...miah and i playin.weird one.

then i tried a game i always wanted to try..some jap game that uses sensors which detects dodges etc...really cool.like virtual reality only it lags like hell.so i keep shooting bystander and i get shot.hm....

then timezzz out.shit.they just off the power for the next bunch to go in.RUTHLESS.

so went to pool area.see them shoot the balls was cool.sitting aside and watching wasnt.super uncool.so later on i joined the..hmmm.wad i would term,the beginner's table with some guys and tried out some stuff miah told me.works.

Got to BK later,onion rings.then hitch a ride from jem to pasir ris mrt and went home for church.

And did my JAE near midnight.so.this is it.my day from yesterday so far.

See ya soon.

Inform me if you're going singapore poly,just write it on my tagboard.thanks.

Kimmi. (that's wad i've been called lately.don't cringe.i am too.lol.)

Bruised...PLAY OUT!!!

2005-02-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, finally typed another entry....been real lazy lately.

Today,i skipped p.e cos i was really tired from yesterday,that being thursday.

Thursday ---> After school we decided to hang out at wei kang's house,which i was seriously curious about cos he kept telling me about communist and democratic things about his house..which obviously,was all a lie when i got there.Then the guys and gals went swimming,leaving me,cos it was an impromptu thing..so i decided to go down and just sit around.however,temptation won out,the friggin' day was so hot,what the hell right,the pool looks so darn good.so i got into a shirt and jumped in the pool lookin as if i was going for p.e instead!haha....

So,i got dunked and almost drowned cos chlorine water went into my nose and mouth.geez...so i was like spluttering and coughin like hell and cursing as usual....dunked,if i am not wrong 3 times by the guys....and then i got out and sat on those white benches for sun tanning..and they tried to pull me off it.i was holding on tight,they decided it was easier to carry the whole bench and flip it 90 degrees upright...shit,so that was my first bruise,holding on the bench,friggin' painful,ended up in the water in the end anyways..haha. " can't dunk her using one person,need two..." was said by Randy.haha.hey,i'm tough man,don't screw around!

Then wait..i dunno how i got the next bruise..the first one is this red sligtly swollen mark on my wrist and the 2nd being the blue-black on my arm....hhrruummpphhh,i don't know why i torture myself....

then we had lunch,four pizzas.one weird green lime tea thing.some cold water....yup.

Back to today...so,class was boring as usual..not getting physics and all the teachers are asking us whether we are excited for monday,28th feb which is the release of the o'level result...which is FREEEEKKKIINNNGGGG ME OUTTT!..but,i'll stay calm so that others will not be affected.we are so not excited,but worried.everyone in class got the JAE envo as brown and i GOT IT WHITE!what the helllll!!!..right.chill....

So,we got out of school somewhere 2.50pm and i went to manfred's house this time and borrowed his bike,then we went all the way to bishan park,friggin' scary for me.....i injuried this ah ma which just suddenly got out of this van thing cos i couldn't stop in time..then i said sorry so many times i lost count,but that....pee-hole could just stand there and curse me in her dialect.did i say uncivilized??right.this is it.freeks,i wanted to help her up..but i decided not cos she was cursing me..no way bitch,you want my help u don't curse...but sheesshh,i feel so damn guilty cos she wasn't that um.........agile,more fragile.old lady...shucks..i feel bad,hope she didn't get any injuries from me....then we went cycling on the roads and pavement which is the scariest shit ever!!!..i thought i was gonna die today bcos i'm not a great cyclist.i can't even handle turning here and there..and i'M ON THE ROAD!how great!!!i also crashed against some pavement thing and fell on the friggin grass. bruise no.3 ..near the ankle.not a sprain,thank god.just a blue black coming up.

When manfred and me got there,noone was there,so we were left to wait and we had to leave soon cos he had to go church and me,home.didn't see the rest of them...sighs*.so,another scary journey back...one benefit from all these??? i'm gonna lose weight man!!!haha. bruise no. 4 humungous blister on my right thumb..pain stuff but copeable.Ache no. 1 :legs,Ache no. 2 : My ass which is aching like hell cos of the bike and the high pavements from the cemented roads.so i am thoroughly injuried as a girl can be in 2 days.

so chalet for us next week....

i pray like hell that i get either 10 or below (meaning 9,8,7) for my L1R5.i pray,hope,wish,hope pray......cos i want to meet my expectations and make my parents proud for once and well,get my handphone and the money that comes with it and the pride well,that goes in the package too....i can't consider or even think what i'd do if i get like ....really gross points.i hope not.worst come to worst,it has to be 14 and below.......but 10 or 9 will be best...

Good luck on monday to all olevel students of 2004!let's just hope this is good.Great.Awesome.

I want to come out smiling like a freeking asshole bcos i am soo bloody happy,not crying like the others...pleaaasseee god!!!

Currently,i'm reading another one of my books after 2 months!whoo..tt is long.Stephanie Lauren's Bastion Club series - " A Lady Of His Own".not what i expected really,its boring me alittle..but its well,quite well written.Neck ache!!argh.

Cutting my hair after the results are out,i need some fringe and some attitude to my hair.its just soo boring all the time.long hair..lightly layered.that's it.......sucks tt its so darn thick.shit it.

Right,will write again.

Kimchi.

My Next Hair-Do!!

2005-02-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

Ashlee Hairstyle

Yeah,as you can see,i have uploaded pictures for all of you to see the hairstyle i wanna cut at the end of the month.hey,stop going eww gross and banish that thought in your mind that keeps thinking i want to look like ashlee simpson damnit.

I don't.

But i just taking a look at her Mtv - "lala" and the hair magazine that i borrowed from atalia,where ashlee simpson in her shorter,shoulder length of the hairstyle you see as above,was place under the autumn styles of trendsetting celebrities.seriously,the hairstyle is pretty nice don't you think?how do you think i'd look?

If you think i would look like shit,you know what to do.I've already took pains to set a poll up so that you can tell me what you think about the idea..and well,in the process also screwed my blog up abit.crazy shit thing it is.

Gonna cut it end of Feburary,so if i need some rescuing,do it now.haha
Thanks.

Kim.

Same Names???

2005-02-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

Ashlee Simpson Hair-do.

This is seriously freaaky.

I was just curious to see if there was anything about having a name, Kimberly Kan,typed into the yahoo search box, and guess what?
I found a site, www.livejournal.com/users/kimeeness , which is hosted by a person in California with the same bloody name as me. Kimberly Kan. Exactly that. And I thought I had such a unique name and seriously,kan is such a Chinese surname and well, I dun know whether this girl is Chinese, sure sounds like it thou.I wonder if she’s just like me or seriously opposite,the i-love-hello-kitty-make-me-line-up-for-it-in-mcdonalds-please kinda person?or the i-love-pink-and-am-totally-obsessed-about-it-even-my-pen-is-pink?or the-i-cry-3/4s-of-my-life?...............or more like me….the i-think-I’m-so-damn-beautiful?hahahahhahahhhahahhahahhhahah.or the i-dislike-shopping-and-loves-to-slack-and-chat-with-friends?hm….maybe.

So well,now I’m not even unique name wise.urgh…why do people have to steal names!haha..anyways,never mind about it.

I’ll tell you what I did today instead,how about that?I went to Parkway today and got 20 over bucks worth of chocolates and sweets for valentine’s/friendship day,which you in case didn’t know was this coming Monday the 14th of Feburary. On top of that.i Got a gift for 3 of my friends whose birthdays have just passed!Happy Birthday to them….So I really did spend a bomb today and about close to 3 hours of walking up and down and around the building.So,plan is….tomorrow I have to distribute and wrap the sweets and chocolates up for the people I have to give it to…and wrap the 3 gifts I bought.

Guess what?i did find a date in the end.Not a guy,don’t worry,not THAT lucky.hahaha…probably if I hire an escort,I would be,but nah…..date with 4 of my other galfrens.probably gonna be a lunch affair,some walking and a lot of chatters.Don’t know the plans yet cost the organizer wasn’t too thorough!...hrrummph.

I just had pizza tonight,I swear im gonna be so dang fat.urgh.i regret,but when I was eating it,it tasted like heaven.what the heck right,everyone lives once only!

Gosshhh!i have to WITHDRAW from catholic jc soon!!!i need to make my decision of which poly to go to…nanyang or Singapore poly!i have no idea which holds more an advantage over the other….
Accessibility wise,I do.Both are 16 stops away from my mrt,equally far.however,nanyang being in yio chu kang means that I would have to switch trains,green line to red line,and you know city hall,any time of the dang day,its always jammed pack as if the robinson’s sale is on throughout the year….so,I’ll have to stand in a stuffed up carriage.while,Singapore poly is one green line,during peak hours,the train will be jammed around city hall and when everyone rushes out,the air will be fresh again and its still a long ride more…and if I do get a seat b4 it gets crowded maybe I can get a real good snooze!

So now,I only know of one person going to SP with me,but she’s probably going into the business sector while I,will be in the information communication technology section!..whoo,now,that was a really long name.LIKE MY NAMECARD IS GONNA BE SERIOUSLY BIG NEXT TIME.

Ok,I am dying for a good read and some nice free time where I don’t have to worry about school the next day or the test being held the following week or being chased by teachers,being sent out of class,being asked to sit in front,being called obnoxious,fighting with the guys and doing my homework and looking bad in my ij uniform and probably perspiring cos its so damn hot……yep.and I wanna dye my hair soon.and cut it also.soon after new year and their 15 days is over,I am going to a good shop and asking the aunt to cut my hair ashless simpson style (her video,”lala” should give you a good idea of how it will look like)and the dying will come in during april…when I choose my colour and how its gonna be bleached/dyed and styled.
That’s also the time where I’ll be getting a new wardrobe….hm..sounds nice.

Hope I do really damn good for my olevels…I pray,hope,wish and well..pray hope wish..hope,wish pray….and all the other combinations!

Then in may,I probably take a mini trip to aussie to see my bro.and to well,feast my eyes on those cute aussies.The weather then should have even out,since its pretty hot over there…right now.KEEP AWAY FROM THE WATERS,NO TELLING WHEN A TSUNAMI MIGHT COME.don’t be an ass,waves can wash over the sand,the reason so many people died is because they thought it couldn’t.SO KEEP AWAY.

My sympathies to all whose lost their loved ones,i pray that you'll have the strength to move on in life and bless those whose souls who were lost in the waves.

Kim. Happy New Yr

CNY - Crazy Nit-Witted Yaryas...

2005-02-10T12:08:00.000+08:00

Hunter - Bravo's Search For America's Most Gorgeous Model
Kimmified

Starworld shows this search,what day was it??if you've been keeping up,i think hunter is dang hottt.hhaaa..like flaming hot.Nice ASS,sexy eyes,sleek hair and such a damn beautiful body and height.and such damn lushcious lips.*growls.haha.Check out the pictures,dang even the paparazzi shots are...whoo!*fans herself.haha.he's even sexier with clothes on,also steaming without.lol.one word... -YUMMILIOUS....

Fine.Guys reading this,please stop puking.gosh,get a friggin bag to keep it neat at least!geeeeeezz...

Happy Chinese New Year To All!

Four crazy kids to take care of today,and alot of food,quite abit of hong baos.....and promising ones tomorrow.Abit of crying cos one of my kid cousins got a scare cos my doggie pounced on him.poor guy.quite abit of moving around,my couz s' new inhouse cinema,awesomely cool.alot of sleeping,pretty tied,slpt quite late yesterday....think ard 3am.

Look like hell in church today,could kill myself for my fashion disaster.Plain hard blue jeans with a plain pink top,that is.....wayyyy bad.but,then again,i was forced into the darn thing cos my other pair of jeans was in the wash...yep,what a way to start a new year,pissed,looking bad and well,tired.

Then later in the day,i caught a chill,so i'm now blowing my nose like crazy,its leaking like a freaking tap.urgh.so now i'm also sick.quite tired too.

should be getting off now,maybe i'l tell you more about the manhunt and my day tml... :)

Luv, Kim :P

Are You Man Enough??

2005-02-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

To me...what it takes to be a man ...

is not physical strength,looks,charms or the extent of your profanity dictionary.

Its more of your inner strength.The goodwill and the capacity of kindness you possess.
Your ability to define whats right from wrong and well,possiblilty,the gentle side of you to be loving and caring.The confidence that radiates out from you and your ability to make people feel comfortable and welcome around you.And the responsibilty you carry on your shoulders when a friend is in trouble.

This is what it takes to be a man.

You could be the strongest guy in the world and still be half a man because you do not possess the soul of a man.

Using violence is also a sign of being a quarter of a man,cos that shows you don't have enough brains to tell right from wrong and to think of the consequences later.So what if you back off?you're a coward,so be it.It takes a man to know his limits and it takes a REAL man to have the courage to turn down a fight and settle things maturally and in a peaceful way.

But yes,i agree it is important to be strong,do possess a certain amount of knowledge of profanities(it might come to good use when needed),be charming and well...caring etc,need me to go thru that again??

If you possess all these,or almost all plus your moral values about not hitting a woman even if she's someone YOUR OWN SIZE.....you're quite and possibly a gentleman.simple as that.yea,they say its not a good thing,but seriously,that's ultimately what the ladies want in the end.

Security,Responsibility,Faithfulness and Also a shoulder to cry on when times are hard.Support mostly.And probably...Happiness.everything else will fall into place.

So well,every guy i meet in my life always starts off as a blank,clean,white slate - A fair judge of character.
As the days past,this slate either gets weathered,aka cracks alittle by little...or well,is inscribed with positive things on it.deeply etched to show and to help me remember what kind of a guy you are.Its more likely the little things i might remember and i most prob will forget the big things tt happened.when you thought i have forgotten,you better guess again,cos chances are,its etched in my brain already.Every good deed or thing is remembers,a nasty thing is always forgotten,esp specific details,but it does leave a mark that shows you can't be trusted that much.I don't like remembering the bad stuff,its horrible,but i just know sub-conciously that you did do something nasty to me and i try my best not to bear a grudge.

But really,the use of such a wide range of profanities does seem to undermine a man's impression,a girl -whether vulgar or not,will picture you as a smaller man,cos you don't seem to be civilised enough to understand the meaning of RESPECT or the meaning of where to stop and when you are going overboard.It shows you incontrol over yourself and the possibility of you getting violent.Even to me,It is the utmost disgrace one could ever bear.

Therefore,To keep me happy everyday is to think of all the people in my life and all the funny,happy memories that i've had rather than brood over the bad ones,life has to go on.someone or something has to move on.

This is why one has to cherish a friend for what she really is and not what she possesses physically.
I am grateful for all the friends that have followed me thru my path of life and given me support when times were bad.

Kim.

NYP And SP.

2005-02-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

NYP
Kimmified

5th feburary.....ah.so little day,so much to decide.
Which poly,which course,jc or poly.
Info com?Mass media?
which fits?what if i don't like it?

This is what i've been dealing for the past few weeks and the weeks to come 2.I've went to ngee ann,nanyang and singapore poly so far..and well,singapore poly seems the only bright looking one over nanyang because they have a semester for info tech where everyone in it does the same modules,however,by the 2nd semester,we get to choose our direct paths,making the path a clearer one,not like other polys where you know so little,you're like jumping into a pool without knowing how to swim.

I don't think i'll be giving up on info tech anytime soon cos i feel that cj didn't make the effort to teach slowly and well the c++ visual basic prog,that's why i suffered,rather,the poly should go slow,assuming what the lecturers said to me about starting the lessons with the assumption that the students do not know anything..which is aka,me.So,i feel that i might be able to get it if taught well and with patience.If after the 1st sem,i don't like it,i could take mixtures that do not just concentrate on programming,for example,game design,mobile info tech or biotech.making it more interesting.....

The picture above was taken in Nanyang poly at around 9am in the morning today when i went for their IT workshop in multimedia...(i got up at 7am...wah lao!).they gave a workshop about photos..and i was taught to use a prog called."impact photo" i think...which was a so-called simplified version of photoshop.and i learnt how to put backgrd,design the picture and do all sorts of stuff to it.very interesting,but i don't think i can do three years of it.....

I also got chocolate out of 20 people for like having one of the most creative design.haha.awesome or what???ok.nanyang is also pretty good in their info tech site.so its quite a fight btwn this and spore.

Then i was so bloody tired from all these i slpt at mass...ahhhh!!!but i swear,it was sooo damn good.haha.

now i'm thinking of ice creammmm.....cookies and creamm..*sighs.tt's like the only thing that makes my heart happy at any point of time.of course,not ANY KIND...but the good quality types..etc swenson...uhh...others!ha.

let's see,friends wise.....i went to nanyang with yan ling,had quite a wild time there...she's up there,next to me in the pic.isn't she cuteee???lol.and then...i met yan han at singapore poly's IT section .had lunch with her and gladys...bitching about all stuff,mostly funny ones cos i had outrageous expressions and started saying all the mean things..haha......

geez,it so sucks to have a big frame.can't fit most clothes.
Fat legs sucks!!!!!haha.more for mosquito to bite.hm..

ok,signing off now. Kim.

Why So Petty???

2005-02-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

"Because he's got serious attitude problem and will even hit a girl if so...no doubt about that."

Well well now,lets see how the day went...it was crazy no doubt,with friends like that..whoa,it seeps your whole energy trying to talk to them.....

Ok,today,had really crappy bridging course today...this guy,seriously has to swallow some saliva....like all i could do was rudely stare....haha...i couldn't help myself!!..then he went on about physics stuff which got me nowhere....didn't know a piece of shit what he was talking about...

Then there was X-country....4.2km run/walk.The weather was so hot,standing at the busstop and waiting for a bus was tiring me out...i started to perspire like nuts and the towel meant for the run...started to soak up!like....what the heck!!!the bus was sooo crowded that i had to wait for the thrid bus to get on.on the third bus,only 3 outta heck of alot made it up the bus...so we were the early birds....sorta.and setted up our t18 headquarter..Had kendrick and wei kang with me.both competitors..with poor leisure me.haha.
So we waited...and waited till the other guys started to slowly flow in.

So the girls and guys competitive runners started first..then it was us.so happy rene and me were running...walking..and running thruout the whole thing..and as we walked..we could see people sitting down at corners of the forest....tending to their injuries...can't be the girl i saw at the bustop,really poor thing,had blood like all over and her leg was bleeding,prob from a fall...on the graveled ground....yyyyyyyeeeooouuucchhh!

So we just went on and on..talking all kinds of stuff...until we reached the normal tiled area of mcritchie....then we sprinted till we were 2 metres away from the finish line..then we started walking..haha.how crappy...but come on,you wanna be late...BE FASHIONABLY LATE.a lady's rule.....thank god there were like thunds of people behind us..so that means we weren't the last..yippee?

then when all the rubbish formalities were over with,i went home without a bag..only geared in....pe attire,my sexy and oh-so-cool black nike shoes with red socks and my oh-biang handphone and semi-damaged wallet,whoops,and my light blue running towel.so,that means,tml i dun have to carry anything to school,cept' for myself...my hp,wallet and...h20 bottle.how nice..light and fast.

lets see,vdae.still no date.still no mention of gifts.still nothing.but no need to worry,cos i dun really givva crap anymore!cos i'm worrying more about what chocolates and stuff to buy for my friends on that day than the former.ah,alvin low got in sixth.no massages,no drinks for him from girls of t18.heh.

Ah,i'm tired from the run walk.had only like 2 meals today.had an ice cream- cookies and cream..uh yea!!!!i totally love that,loyal fannnn!!!!,terribly fattening diet.uurrghh.....and well,the classes are just killing me.phy test on monday when i dun knw wads going on.good luck kim!

Ahhh............................
Luvin' every single one of you always, K.j

0 Valentine.

2005-01-31T19:47:00.000+08:00

Attempts were made on hacking into my email with me knowing who is doing it,the failed attempt of crashing my sim card and the robbing of my schoolbag all in one day.just one bloody day.

What is a girl to do with 16 boys..well,let's just say about 10 boys trying to kill her everyday....well,pretty much.

Alvin and randy at computing class tried all sorts of ways of trying to guess my password till hotmail won't let me in....wee chuan and chin yang are trying to hack into my replaced handphone since my 8250 died,cos it has a lock password.*sighs...and miah steals my bag from the classroom without me knowing.........ah.life is...not a bliss.

Ah,and there's the singapore polytech openhouse this weekend..or specifically this thurs,fri and sat.Friday i'll be heading down to the library with rene,alvin and mimi...what nerds we are!

Today,at around 4.30pm-5pm,i went bowling,played four games with a friend,making it on total...8 games,we did this all under an hour 15mins...which shocked the uncle who was handling the cashier area.....damnit,my handicap is like 80s only.damn,i have to brush up and i feel i play bowling weird...not with the graceful style everyone seems to adopt naturally,but more with the stiff back throw..bong bong...kinda style.terribly...ungentle.i carry,i find a 7 or an 8,depends on how the pins are standing......

physics was way confusing today,like what the #%#%@ hell is going on!..maths,not too bad,catching it...computing...don't make me say vulgar,i got 6/25.now i'm thinking of a career switching course...maybe mass com is the way i should go...i dun know.still deciding...can't do prog in c++.what the heck am i talking about!its like cannot climb stairs and attempt to climb a tree...!!

Wed's my cross country run..cjc style,which is damn crazy.i picture myself running....running...coughing..coughing...clutching at my heart....and coughing and spasm...and then falling to the ground and spasm...again..and cough...till i go unconcious....ok,maybe not so drastic..but maybe like last few people running.....those with sweaty faces...cannot run kind...maybe i'll be one of them...and we get 2 milo coupons...how great is that?NOT....anyways,that's shit cheapo.like water will suit us very well,i think gals take a 5.2km route which is...more than 2.4km....twice of that....and its a run!..ok like.kill.me.now.i am gonna ache like crazy..which makes me temp invalid for thursday.awww..boy!!

Hey,and i got new black nike shoes,pretty damn beautiful when i come to think of it..but its gonna be dammmmn hot in it,thou still beautiful.......

kay,let's see,rene showed me her bf's pic today and asked me to rate it,which is kinda hard since our tastes varies and it is REALLY UNFAIR to judge that way..i mean,beauty lies the the eyes of the beholder,doesn't it?i got one of our neoprt we took on 18th jan today..a bigger cutout of the original.....

Kat is sorta shagged today,i think its due to overworking or lack of sleep..and sam,well,sam is just sam,her usual....funny self.went bowling with her today... checked out the tennis courts and it was a bloody 10.50 an hr during non peak like b4 7pm,after tt its like 14.50 an hr...no wonder noone plays there....freeking expensive...with tt kinda money,i'll buy a court and built it next to my house in NO TIME AT ALL!so,that's another time at another court.

Cycling.Blading.Bowling.Running.Tennis....5 activities...great fun.

Anyways...ah,seems like i'm doomed to live a single life forever...kim.kim.kim.Even ugly guys don't want you.....even the worst of the lot also dun want you..who want you?noone.noone ever.living a cursed life is as bad as it gets......the only priviledge is that you can curse others without having anymore to fall back on you..cos you're most prob the saddest person alive already......well well,kim,kim kim........ STILL NO VALENTINE.so vulgar.so crude.so chor lor.even fatter,uglier and smellier and shorter and grosser and more shittier people also can get attached,but you??...*sighs.noone wants you lar.Resign to the fact or die with it.

Okkkk.let's see,wee chuan is a really early valentine day shopper,he believes that they have loads of promotion now due to the chinese new year coming..but once it nears to valentines...everything is v expensive...so expensive he has to buy 2 weeks in advance...B4 CHINESE NEW YEAR SOMEMORE.you see,he's the ultimate symbol of kiasu-ism.

haiz,its a sad,lonely,cold day again....

Kimberly.

Are You Trying To Murder Me?!

2005-01-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

Ok,I seem to not have read in a thousand years,its actually 1 month,but it feels like 1000 years and i miss reading already...i guess its also side effects of being deprived during the olevels..Which is why....i am going to the friggin' library to get some reading materials...*sighs..

To talk about reading..at g.p today,they made us write a 500-800word essay about 5 topics,in which i chose "if you could possess a talent,what would it be and why?"...in that,i wrote about the ability to speak many languages;to be a multilingual...i mean,how awesome is that?hopefully i didn't go out of point..urgh,cos i feel like i did.i wrote 609 words,which was quite a bloody tire,but it was fun.

Then there was p.e,which was an absolute killer,when has it never been huh?So let's see,after yesterday's p.e which was to relay six rounds using 4 people,whicheva way..where i sprinted like i was gonna be stabbed,they made us round 7 rounds around the track.I was thinking.."HOLY SHIT...."....and all the tinga ling ga ling went off in my head!So,i completed only 6 before i was gonna pass out....got in by 17.09 which was a pass,but not really,since i didn't go the full round.Actually,on my sixth round i was walking to the "ending line" already....just walking..like i didn't givva damn..then they had to send andy to come get me cos i couldn't be bothered to run anymore...haha.crappy.

So,right now,i am suffering from the following:

1) Thigh,Shin,Foot Muscle Ache , 2) Tummy Muscle Ache(don't ask me how i got it!i have no idea,feels like abs thou.heh. :P) ,3)A bad stomach ache, 4) Ass Cramps from the relay. , 5)Back ache

But my eating is fine,so that's probably good enough. :) Excuse me if you see me walking walking weirdly or sitting with my legs open cos i have no strength to do otherwise.If i do collapse,come pick me up,then,LAUGH REALLY LOUD.i give you my permission.

Hm,the back row peeps seem to be having problems with our phy teacher,but he's a nice guy,reasonable and not like other lunatics to shout for no rhyme or reason.and shit it,i have to go for combine science classes for my pure phy...bloody wed.

I am currently trying to pick up some cantonese now,which is making my sis laugh till her balls fall off...till she gets asthma..till she...alot more.it is bad.i can't do the pin ying thingie.

Then Jem gave me and rene the seriously weird look today when i attempted to talk bimbo in serious high pitched which is a voice you can never imagine me in until....you actually see it for yourslf..so with the high pitch-i-talk-alot-but-everything-is-gibberish,i started to talking to rene with it..and jem was just shock,staring...etc.OPEN MOUTHED.yes....

So,anyways,right now,i am seriously seriously tired due to p.e,maybe i'll get some rest.i'm such a nerd,i got home around 3pm 2dae....damnit,earliest record eva since jan1 2005.Freeks,i'm getting old...2005!damn,and the last time i saw,it was 2000....

Ahhh.Goodbye. It was raining,and it isn't now.

K.J

Kimchi,Why you squeezing your ass?

2005-01-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

Comment On Photo:In CJ.
This picture was taken because it was clement's last day at school,the guy far left.
Geetha,the girl far left too also has withdrawn from school due to the pressure...so sad,now T18 is down from 23 to 21.
Right to left,top to bottom: Chin Yang(thumbs up!),Alvin,Randy(white shirt),Rene,Me,Clement,Geetha and Wanni.We Are a crazy bunch,don't assume.haha.

+ Just when you thought life is going the wrong way,maybe things are changing for the better.I finally feel free,able to do any damn thing i want.+

Today,i am bruised.This is the result from yesterday,an aching arm,internal nail bleeding,this is what you get when you play rough with boys,sometimes worst.

Then there was also,p.e.i did relay with the boys and well,i ran until i had ass cramps,and seriously,i always joke about it until now i really have ass cramps.i had to grab my arse and give it a rub to get the pain away right there on the track for everyone to see..it really hurt like hell.

Right,then i had my computing test today which i totally am gonna flung..cos i don't know a piece of shit about C++ programming.I mean Cin me and Cout you honey.wad the whooo??!?
Pretty tough stuff i must say cos they really go high speed,the only reason why i won't get ZERO would be thanks to jem,who is helping me out in computing,such a nice fella! :)

Ms Wang also asked the other day whether my hair was dyed or natural,which is of course natural cos the last time i dyed it was like last december and since then i've gone for 2 hair cuts,so it should be gone by then...and i think the physics teacher doesn't like me,he called my obnoxious and well,very light tempered cos i couldn't give the smartest answer for his stupid question.....he's bloody annoying me.Then i also think our g.p teach,rani totally hates the back row....our maths teach is super cool,she's the best of the whole load of shit teachers.Then there's mr.pang who called me fat indirectly today,but i don't mind,cos he's such a nice dude...... he's a grt man. :)

Let's see,Ah!there's also the dilemma of which poly to choose,ngee ann,nanyang,temasek,singapore or republic poly....which has a good environment etc.....Quan was just telling me the other day that Jc life seems to look so much better to him now and advises me to stay in one,which to me is a RRREEEEAAALLLL PAAAAIINNN to stay in a jc.Look at me,i can't cope.fullstop.So my only route is to poly...and which darn course.i mean i can't do c++ prog,but i wanna be a software engineer who does java?!!?...hello...its like being a lousy doctor.whhhaaatt???

So far,i've taken peeks at ngee ann and nanyang.Nanyang is way accessible,however,does not offer the course i want,however,ngee ann which is way inaccessible has my software engineering course.....environment ..kinda nasty,i felt as if i was going bras brasa to go shopping.ewww...but well.Then next week,would be open house for singapore poly...which i will be making an appearance at and then the next next week at temasek and republic.looks like i've had my weeks all planned out.

Another trouble would be the bloody olevel results which is scaring the f***ing shit outta me.I am worrying day by day...sometimes i wanna tear my hair off!!!!or to like self-inflict pain..lol,nah..tt's way too crazzyyy for me...but i damn scared to hell...i really hope for my l1r5 i get like 8 or 9 points.i don't want anything more than 10...i hope hope hope and pray pray that i make it......please god!

Then we also have religious class in school which starts in the morning for ard 1/2 an hour...its weird,the teach i got is super bimbo you can smell it a mile away....i swear i could actualy smell the scent..*sniffs.And she commented about something i did making me..UN-kiasu.thanks.i AM NOT KIASU.

And the boys in class are beginning to smell nicer.take example chin yang,he bring dehoderant(spelling error) to school and he sprays it and its darn nice smell....and well,as for everyone else,scentless........hahaha....i'm so perv.but the smell practically waffles to my nose!wad can i do???

I'm back sitting next to randy again...who makes me get scolded by the teachers for talking too much....grrr...and i miss jeremiah who has like temp withdrawn till his hair is back to norm......and his place is so bleeding hot,i can die after p.e.

i learnt today that the sperm whale is the biggest whale with the hugest faeces..and that squid face was an insult and that sports drinks don't contain fat except sodium and potassium& that tri-athletes who do the cycling running and swimming coms....they eat concentrated salt pills before running bcos if that is not done,their blood will do something and they will collapse.And that when i say chen yus....i sound super funny.And that wee chuan thinks he's a anti-virus and sings like worser than those screeching arses right now on american idol 4.

Rene and me agree that the religion teacher sucks and that we hate our phy teacher to give lectures..and we hate girls who fling their arms like crap and that we love our chicken cutlet(jap style) with eggs or we will walk away.hahaha....

Righty,hope this sums up as much as i can tell you about these days....
We'll leave another part for another day...

Kim - Kimchi - Jordan - Kimmy - Bimbo ~i have too many nicknames in school it makes me confuse. :P

Just So You Thought.....

2005-01-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

~I really really liked you,but i've gotten over this long termed-infatuation.You did the ultimate thing to turn me off totally and i'm losing it for you day to day.Its just that as i get to know you,you didn't seem like the man i had in mind,you're still adorable in sorts of way possible when i look at you but deep down i feel we would never suit,wrong wavelengths in that manner,maybe we are suited for a platonic relationship,sounds like we can hit it off as good friends that way....but no further than that.Thanks for being an infatuation,life was pretty damn exciting then,it still is,but not in that way.You're now simply my friend.~

Hello .... ... finally,after like 2 weeks.

I admit,i have neglected my blog.it seems of least importance with so many crazy,wild and funny and idiotic friends in school.

Cj has been quite a blast for me so far.Things have been fun,so fun that it beats chij hands down.However,i feel that i have neglected a few peeps in my life that i'm feeling sorry for myself now. .. ...

I need a new pair of tracks big timers,cos no. 1,i broke one pair - the greenish black one,went on to the next one - a reddish black one,also a goner today cos the soles just fell apart,i could clap with my shoes!awesome huh?i am very very violent during p.e,this shows it.then next,its gonna be a whitish bluish one.....ah damn.hope i don't brk tt....then i have to search for one..for the time being.sports shoes are just too fragile for a person like me during p.e.and well,with so many guys,it makes me even more violent.haha.especially tall guys,must JUMP higher and RUN faster.

Righty,so,this week is switch seats week,i have sat between randy and wee chuan,pretty bad experience,sat next 2 randy twice after that,also a weird experience...best is sitting next to chin yang...haha.he not only has cool spiky hair,but smells nice and is damn nice and helpful.

This week is also i bicker-with-you-and-fight week.I have bickered with alvin over his corny jokes,jeremy over his deep sense of thoughts,randy with him stealing my wallet and asking me weirdo questions and whacking me,wee chuan for being such an ass as to not lend me his scissors,wei kang for giving me very one way replies.

My physics teacher has called me obnoxious,thanks alot,like the freeking moles on your cheeks are any better,you look obnoxious,at least i seem obnoxious.

Maths test on partial fractions this week was cool,sorta knew how to do,hopefully i get full marks!haha..what a weirdo thought.computing is on thursday which means that's the day where i will fail my computing test cos i catch NO BALL.

The uncle from the wan tan mee stall in cj offered me a coke can(new one!) for lunch cos i was pissed with randy,how nice huh?but,no coke for me!!

Alvin chan got to meet alvin goh and they were very amused about it...cos each had the same name.

Jem was seriously kind and nice to me for patiently teaching me computing and he's about to lend me his computing in c++ book which i am grateful.

I anyhow did my chinese homework given in class today cos i havn't touched chinese in years and the compo i wrote is a definite fail...if lao shi slaps me,i will not defend myslf.haha.

The physics experiments are killing me,so many oscillations of so many retarded things,they will make me oscillate like any damn thing in the lab soon..and they switch off the fan which maks things HOTTER....and i dunno how to work out my stuff...ahhhh!!!!

Valentine's day is getting closer and well,its a saddening thing for me..haha.damnit,i bring flowers for myself.haha..no lar,tt's like so sad...ah damnit,its like any other day anyway..yea.maybe some choco's for all computing classes and my galfrens..yea.then tt's it.
Trival matter.....easily solved,just as tt.

Let's see,i've been listening to really crappy music and i need some rest for my body who was playing ultimate frisbee today,terribly retarded!!!...haha.

see you next!

Kimmie.

Am i That Sick!?

2005-01-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

-It might as well have never started or even evolved.Maybe a peek was worth of me,but well,a glance was just pushing boundary....i'm well on my way forgeting it ever happened....and feeling all the worst.-

Rightos,i can't say much cos i have a tight schedule right now.....and i have to rush off soon.

i just learnt computing,as in the real programming shit today...and guess what?i catch no ball...i have no idea what is going on..everyone seems to...but me...really,but me....damnit.looks like life is out to bite me in the ass....and well..other situations i'm caught in is biting my ass too.if you know about it,then well,you'd understand.

For now..its ciaoz.tomorrow maybe?
Yes,i miss you all too.

kimberly

B.A.S.K.T.B.L.L

2005-01-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

=Really,think this,will you ever look at me twice?Hell no right?yea,i sorta thought that.i'm ugly and fat...and that's that.No use in thinking....well,otherwise. =

Anyways,guess what?you better hold on to the handles on your chair......kimmie here,has joined basketball,a man's activity....lol,however,not necessarily.like,i have no idea how to bounce the ball and run..or block or run or do situps or jumps...heck.i wanted to die during training today..fullstop.but when i take a look at the odacers....whooooo!so sorry,basketball definitly is much a preferable activity.The people in basketball,that is girls team,are nice and easy to get along with.their trainings are thrice a week,on a monday,wed and friday.each ending at 5pm,5.30pm and 6pm respectively.which means that mondays are no-nos for trainings..cos i end school at 5pm,i end sch on wed at 2pm,not too bad eh?so..i gotta stay for it...darn.and then on friday i finish around 5pm too..making it a game of around an hr.
So,i'm still trying to decide whether i stay,change or not have an cca.

Cross country is early feb,which i know,makes me think twice cos i don't wanna die of a heart attack running...or take my last breath attempting to run...so i might as well join basketball,make nice friends and get trained up...
Saw Jo(Ij Mummie) and helena and ange sweating their arses off trying to cool off after an hr run around the school for odac.they not only drank all my water which was not touched for that day,they had to make me shout and tell jo to share water with ange.so now i call jo selfish and she calls me sexy?hm...what a weird combo.but yea....

Oh!good news,i finally got my cmaths - partial fractions at last with shameless attempts on getting the guys in class to help me out.First i asked jeremy in the morning,he explained the normal pattern of solving the sum...then i got stuck at another question so i had to ask randy instead which was pretty helpful today cos i finally got the cover - up method with help of him and my maths teacher,so i'm just alright now,so i gotta go practice somemore..around 11 days to get this shit right cos the Cas are coming up and i wanna pass not fail.

Then when school ended,rene,randy,wee chuan and me went to the library to complete our maths homework.it was terribly distracting as they made all kinds of noises...singing included.Then finally,we made a fool of ourselves by being chased out of the library by this malay woman which i concluded,was the librarian...yea,cos we were making so much noise.let me emphasize on the point we...meaning the guys....not us.as i found out,both buggers joined air rifle which to me is extremely boring cca and many people joined it - making chances of getting thru harder.
And well,i teased Randy on me catching him live with his girlfriend in wheelock place.lol,thou he insists there were 2 girls,i,up till now,refuse to believe so....or,wait,what was he trying to say???Yes,READ BETWEEN THE LINES.. .haha.

Well,i have been fairly cheerful,friendly,and social in school...which is well,me.and fairly dilligent thou its of no use cos i don't get a single thing.....but ah heck.that's that.

Gotta go now,write more ltr on.
See ya.

Kim.

T18 - Various Individuals.

2005-01-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hello 2 all my hunnie bunnies!

haha.At last i am back huh?After not writting for like..2 days?missed me?yes...i totally know it.don't lie you!don't lie....uh-uh.haha.

Rightos,back to my life....today,kimmie is quite a fat and ugly and short girl.I had P.e.Fullstop.With height and weight taken....god.am i an elephant or just some short fart!boy...this really sucks.i was really upset by it and well,i just hope they don't single me out and torture me or send me to fitness club!that is soooo...sick.

Pe was tough...that is for fatties like moi.haha,2 laps...whoa!5 months of not running and you get me at that?are you insane?nuts?crazy?out of your mind?!!?!??!....well,guess what?i managed it without dying might i add!Then,they had about 25 push up,i did female style,look at me?think i can handle the guy one?hell no.i'd collapse,start gasping and go into some kinda shock and well,i havn't signed up for my Cj insurance yet,i don't wanna die w/o benefits!lol...imagine tt term..."death with benefits"...like when has dying had its benefits?!!?maybe if you're in hell of alot of pain..yes,but 17 years of age?Hell No.Then some weirdo excercise...which i anyhow did,how like me!Yes,i almost died althou it was most prob just 20mins of Pe.when the real running time of the period is 60mins.Can you beat tt?think i'll survive....take a bet.

Well,then we go on to lectures.Holy shit,you have no idea,i don't even know where to start.......Ok.lets just make this simple huh....Maths...Quite alright,althou i didn't get it and some guys got it,what the hell right?is it unfair that guys catch things faster than girls?shit,not only are they tall,strong and hornier,they are smart too.shit,like if life is unfair,this is one of my points.Then there was physics...Ok,Its WAH LAO for me.i didn't get a thing he said,even jeremy,w/o taking any notes down could understand...i caught no balls(excuse the vulgarity)...Units?Vectors?Scalars?..alrighty,what the shit is that!?!?!...i'm such a girl....shit.

Next we proceed with computing.i like my computing teacher,he's quite adorable with him being small and well a fairly nice gentleman.I,at least get what computing is about,its like the subject i can cope with so far....hm....life...*tsk.

Now,i'll tell you more about my classmates. Firstly.we've got Alvin,aka artist of our class,has like a pda and gadgets to play all sorts of computer games,i like it when he plays this stickman on a bike game,its super funny.Then its Chin Yang,funny and nice guy that sits next to me,plays with alvin's games..lol.Then its Boon Kiat,Extreme left...Aspires to be a weapon engineer which is pretty awesome and is like super smart,he's got like 270 odd for his PSLE raw score and....An A1 In chinese and A2 in Higher chinese.Is That Crazy Or Just nuts!??!!...Then its Wee Chuan,aka Flame/Frame...,always act damn smart but well,can tell is quite smart.haha.He always annoys Rene......And then i gotta switch place and make peace.Sighs*...and then there's Randy,*tsk *tsk *tsk....A Damn Naughty Guy that teases girls like crazy and makes me lose my appetite upon seeing him.pulls my hair and always ask to get whacked.Quite a charmer but can always say all kinds of spastic things that makes him kana whacked by me.And likes to disturb people.lol.Then there's Jeremy, a Very Chemmm Bugger and thinks too logically at times it makes it hard to carry out a conversation with him,a very nice guy,smart too and humourous.....

That's about all i can give you till now,yours truly has to go now before her mother chops her up into 8 pieces and donates her to the tsunami cause as ration food....i'll see you tomorrow or something?yes,that's very good.

Take care until then.

Kimberly. J

Kim In Cj.

2005-01-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

In Cjc Classroom - T18

Hello,Finally,a Picture of the author on the blog???
But unfortunatly,it looks like hell,i feel like hell looking at the damn thing.makes me sick.

Anyways,my home tutor took this picture of me in our t18 classroom cos i was too lazy to get a picutre and submit it,so she decided to use another option,take a picture of us individually and then print it out!lol...how nice of her.
Cos i swear,i hate going to a photo shop to take pictures....wait,zip it,bottom line....I HATE TAKING PICTURES...but neoprints?lol...are another matter.

Well,this author is suppose to look for Microsoft Visual C++ Compiler,however,it is not as easy as typing it down...and i catch no ball when reading my newly printed cjc pure physics notes.Gosh,looks like its gonna be one helluva ride!Combine science,as i know,is chicken shit next to pure physics...so,i better start worrying.

Anyways,on friday - Day 5 - Finale Night....
We went around to different lectures,for me....Computing,General Paper,Physics And Maths.......to get a feel of what a lecture is like.
Computing sort of made me.....ZzzZZZ....General paper,was taught by the caucasian guy who well,was pretty damn interesting compared to everyone else...then we had physics!holy crap..that was the most boring s*** ever....i almost dose off!and the lecturer....can't spell..haha.how evil of me.
Anyways,we learnt the 4th part of our mass dance -thriller and well,i danced with 4 different guys.hm...how life can change so much.but the thriller dance was a solo act.
What else?hm...ok,so we had house war,where we cheered quite loudly,unfortunatly,luminos,which i was in did not win anything...sighs...but our class did win the dragon boating race.Oh yes,how could i forget?i was made to act like a bimbo filing my nails on stage ans squealing here and there...god,how embarrasing is that?i have never acted on stage,and i'm stage fright...so....there goes the mouse acting like a lion..seriously,its too sudden for me to handle..i need gradual change.
Righty now,getting late,gotta make this short...maybe tml.
Kim.

Day 4 - Indoor Activites.

2005-01-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

Lets see,its the fourth day already.

And i've made quite alot of friends in a day....
i spent 3/4 of the days talking to guys which is a vast change in my lifestyle.. ..

Let's see,we learnt very idiotic luminos cheers today which does not make one bit of sense to me...but did it still anyway..played captain's ball...with 3 people's legs tied together...imagine how hard tt is...first we thrashed one team with hell of alot of girls...then we got sorta thrashed by this grp which hardly had more than 4 girls.haha.oh boy.

then we had water games where we passed bags of water and well,played some idiotic,again,game and i ended up semi-drenched,thou the guys got it worst,but it was fun anyways..

Then we went for lunch...where we all sat together...not all,but like Randy,Wee chuan and darnit,wads his name!boon kiat!?!?lol.i think so.....and with clare,yi hui,wan yi and rene.

Then we had mass dance,part 3...uncompleted.Danced with jeremy which was well,shaking his boooty quite well.haha.and i,the clutz,was trying to figure out..was it left leg with right hand???yeah well,that's why i got out of dance 2.my limbs refuse to co-operate!bloody hell.then we did the thriller dance,the twitch of your neck and head thingy.haha.funny.

next,was to get to class and meet up with our home tutor.Mrs wang.she's pretty funky teacher,i like her lar,dunno about the rest.there,she asked us to fill up particulars and tell his about different class positions and how they earn us points...then derek,our facilitator,had to come get us and tell us that mana and jeremiah was thinking of getting into the Fmaths class,which means leaving us and moving to next door,and they both were pretty torn btwn friendship and subjects.however,in the end,they choose us over the Fmaths.lol.how touching....

then we went to the hall,discuss about our plot and guess what?i cliched a very interesting,but very unwilling role of Bimbo of chij.shit,what could go worst,please tell me.So,hopefully stagefright me,will be able to pull thru my natural aura of bimboism tomorrow,i betta do some taichi and meditation to make my feng shui better...lol.whateva it is,no stumbling over words......haha.

Right,then i left sch about 6pm.bloody late and i was tired so i anyhow slp on the bus.and wake up to see this fat ass infront of the bus staring at me,shit,i wanted to smack the shitz outta him...but decided to be indifferent.

Oh,and for paying 14 bucks...i got a black cj file,a foolscap cj logo,a cj towel and a cj diary....yeppers.for forteen bucks.which in case you do not know,wasn't much of a good deal.

Well now,i've gotta go get a good bath,

Kim - Currently A Cjian,Not An Ijian Anymore.

Don't F*** with T18 when it comes to teamwork.

2005-01-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

Aloha my peeps....

Great to see from my counter that some of you do look at my blog,which makes me bloody happy.haha.at least my words are going to somewhere!lol.

Day 3 - wed - jan 5.
Righto,today - dragon boating and amazing race (outdoor activities).
At first i was dreading the fact that i had to go drag boating..hell,the last time i did tt,i took a gulp of the kallang river water,which by the way,taste like shit and is so polluted that you can't see no shit in the water.but well,alot of SHIT.if you know what i mean.oh,add upon tt was thunds of that excat water was going into my eye and the boat was hardly moving!and it was the worst experience ever for me in ij.

However,today,the boat seems to glide,well accounting the fact that we have 16 guys and 6 gals rather than 36 girls..i'd say it better be moving.It was very fun actually today,drag boating was awesome actually.haha,5 months back,i'd shoot myself for saying that.all of t18 got into the boat and it was swaying like crazy and all of us thought we were gonna capsize right at the enter-the-boat point..haha,how embarrasing!but we didn't,thou the swaying of the boat continued as we paddle the boat...

we passed after boats and this water attack thing started,drenching us to the bone.crazy stuff but fun.so we smelled not only salty but tasted salty too!urgh...gross,but fun.lol.i am so contradicting myself...ok,anyways,we had this competion of who boat will come in first..and althou our boat was drifting back as in wasn't realy at the starting point,T18 made it first.winners,champoins,rockers.anything.we were that.thou i am starting to feel the after effects of paddling very hard.then we got on land again,tried to wash up as good as possible..i was drenched and well,my legs were sufferin from abrasion which is really painful..so as we started our amazin race in kallang...we went to the first clue at kallang theatre and i went to change and try to make my abrasions...um...more comfy?yea,cos it was getting from bad to worst.so i changed out and started the clue stuff.....6 clues.6 destinations.6 activites.6 times we acted like assholes.first was an act by beast(by a girl) and snow white(by a guy)..haha,then it was some blind deaf and dumb game..then it was some count the flagpoles and ushaped curves then it was taste some rubbish and guess whats inside game..then it was carrying 4 guys and girls over a bridge which was steep and long...last of all,was tt the grp had to do 44 pullups on total..aided and without aid does not matter...we succeeded and came in 2nd which wasn't that bad..
Considering that we slacked at kfc for lunch so long...and walked really slowly...cos it was tiring and the destinations were very far from each other.whoo..yea.
then we came back to cj,and i was spotting a moderate tann on myself.Rene (as she wanted me to call her fr. now onwards..aka. Yi Wen) said it was major but cute?lol...now tt's weird...thou i asked ange and she said it was slight.that does make alot of difference,doesn't it?
So i got home around 6 odd,and went to have a bath,and yes,came out spotting quite a tann,light pink plus tann spreaded across my cheeks n face and my arms of a darker shade of brown,thou i really did not feel the effects of like a burning face,or uncomfortable,it was well,quite nice.lol.and i got a blister with the walking in my pink havanas slippers given by clare and may ee....

Legs are currently aching,shoulders too....arms...too...ah yah.
and tml i have water games somemore..indoor activities..wah lao.crazy lar.don't think i'll mk it til friday......
made sort of 3 guy friends...Jeremy(super brainy bugger,we had this 1 min,2min,5min and 10min man cross the bridge plus alot of conditions metal problem given in the amazing race...and he well,shit,after like 1.5mins,he bloody hell solved it,and the facil. said that our class was bloody fast...brainy bugger...!)then there was "frame" (i forgot his name,but its a chinese name which i am bad at...but he didn't tell me and rene at first..so we were told to call him flame...but stubborn us,call him frame...and will continue to do so.....lol.),last of all was randy(tall bugger,training to be a bartender as i see him flip his bottle all over the place...and well,according to him...sporty but cannot do chin ups????lol.)overall,all guys are very nice and am very glad that they are in my class.

Then there were the girls...guitar(i think its a spelling error,but it sounds like tt....) who was really funny when she was trying to teach me tamil!lol...then there was clare,really strong,can do 3 chinups w/o aid....after tt was...ah shit!another chinese name..cannot rem lar...she also very very nice...carried her 1/2 of the bridge in the amzing race stunt.haha...and then rene...who refuse to let me carry her bcos i was "her friend"??!?!?!...ok,yes,plus somemore question marks in your head for me too...i reallly...really...am clueless to that statement.haha.

Looks like i'd have to leave you like this for the time being...will be back with more.
Come read often!

Luv Ya. Kim.

Ps: shoutout to all Sec 4/6 2004' classmates!hope you guys are doing well in your individual colleges and workplaces....miss ya all.

Orientation 2005.

2005-01-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

Hey...Finally.
Let's see how i'm going to compress all the going ons that have occured since the last update.

I'll start off with orientation.I was assign to index group number 35.Total no. of groups?37.ha.imagine how far back i was.

The people in that group,well,i shouldn't comment much about they guys bcos they were hardly socialable and any attempts in making their friendship was always thwart by their attitudes.don't blame me,i seriously seriously tried.lol.you don't expect me to flirt... ... its not in my character.

So,there was mass dance which is when a girl and a guy get to dance together,and upon hearing that..all the swears,vulgarities,groans could be hear in the auditorium.ha,so day 1,i danced with this guy,the girls in the group thought he was a cutie,but i thought otherwise....bcos the attitude is enough to turn me off!...he acts as if girls have aids.geez,weez,boy,get with the program...
So everything was new,the facilitators were nice people and they taught us..or maybe force would be the right word...to sing their cj song..shout cj cheers....and alot of cj thingies.By then,i had already made 3 friends...Xin Yi,Sarah and Janice.

Day 2 - 4th jan.
They had long long talks..god i could just die from it.my legs was practically squooshed so bad it couldn't breathe.arrgghhh..and i ended sch abt 5.15pm,making it a very late day as you know,ij,does not release us THAT LATE.even with CCA,earlier.lol.So,we had mass dance part 2,dance with this other guy,pretty friendly and nice,unlike the earlier one.lol.The dance,well to me,was complicated,couldn't seem to do it right or properly...hrruummmpphh.forget it.
Then later in the afternoon,we finally got seperated into our combinations,my first choice was computing which included pure physics and maths.no econs.yes,don't have that funny loook please,i am SERIOUSLY tires of that.haha.Guess what?i got in!haha....along with 5 other girls and 16 guys.which made guys the majority of class.its a major change,but one that i must adapt to be able to continue in life...10 years with girls..some might think i was heading for the churching,trying to be a nun.lol.

Later tt day,i found out quite alot about this guy fr. maris called manfred(hopefully its not a spellin error..),10 years himself in an all guys school,trying to adapt to jc life,same as me.He's got much experience in Flash macromedia which is pretty impressive to me as i have yet to master the skill of using the toolbars in flash.unlike me,he does aspire to be more of a scientist using computers rather than a computer engineer.pretty interesting eh?
then there was a kendrick,an alvin,a randy,a whee kiat...a..jeremy,jeramiah....and a edmond??lol..i have no idea...thou the girls names were easier to rem...6 girls!wad the heck,i SHOULD REMEMBER.
got into our classroom met our teacher and well,she was really nice.and she's our computing teacher!hey hey hey!almost perfect.lol.

And finally,i was put into T18...what a lovely number.

Kim.

Calling Romeo!

2004-12-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

Contemporary romance and historical are way different - generation,era,society,the wickedness *winks ,the talk,the liberation of women from all that side-saddle,petticoats? and from only being useful for producing male heir.And also from being the beck and call of their husbands.This is the prime difference.And also another i guess,we don't "swoon" so easily....haha.

Contemporary romance - Alexander potter's calling romeo tells a story of how a woman living with her 2 year odd boyfriend,feels bored because her man isn't as romantic as he used to be..all the flowers etc...and then she is captivated by another sexy(aren't they the usuals...lol) greek god she meets and then they have a fling etc etc...and she has to decide whether love is about champagne and roses and seduction or is it about security and familiartiy??

However,the other was historical's author jane feather on her book - the diamond slipper.this story tells about how this prince(old and...urgh.gross) needs a new wife and that being cordelia.she is escorted to france (she's in london!?) by the prince's brother in law : the prince's first wife was his sister and mysterioisly died.she falls in love with the viscount and .. .. .. just read the damn story if you wanna know.lol.

Righty,so,2 books down...lets see...1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8...books left.hm.....not bad.In the list would be stephanie lauren's the ideal bride and julia quinn's the duke and i.lovely.

Ok,this week,lets see,i finally coax my dad into taking neo prints and well,the neoprt looked like shit,i mean me...i loooked like shit in it.dad and mum looked just fine.argh.guess,that means i'll have to take a new one.

Let's see,going with yan ling to the library on an presently undecided day and went to atalia's party last sat.what else,maybe i'll go over,get some movies to watch tomorrow...

Late night again,gotta go bathe i think i stink and am dusty counting that i had to pack my table today and you know me.My pigsty,the way i love my crib to be.So,after about 30minutes of hard grueling sweaty work (i hope that didn't sound too dirty.),i finally put my table in place.library books at one corner...clock at the side,one side of a clam acting as my paperweight.

Read alot and then finally,i'm here,typing and trying to fight myopia at the same time.my eyes...lol...is stressed!Still deciding which is to be my next book.

Not really anticipating christmas because it means school will reopen soon and jc somemore and i am still frumpy me.Fat.Fat.Fat.and still fat.goddamn.who cares.lol.Oh and i finally found out i'm placed at cjc which decided to accept me.

So,now i am going to bathe .. ..

I bid you adieus! yours in eye-strained, kim. :)

Christmas Angels.

2004-12-18T16:28:00.000+08:00

Debbie Macomber Writes Romance and Other types of books.

Just yesterday i was rushing to finish the book in 4 hrs and guess what?i did.
The book was light hearted,funny to a certain extent and well shows how a hardened heart can be melted by love.How cliche but,it still does happen right till this very day.interesting isn't it?

The book's title was those christmas angels which is really suitable since christmas is just round the corner.So,gets you in that christmasy mood.lol.

And what more,i went to the library to throw all the i-have-alrdy-read books away and went to comb the shelves really thorough to find good reads.Fortunate for me,the day is blessed and has made many people return their very very good books.For example,i found 2 stephanie lauren books on the shelf which is a god sent cos its NEVER on the shelf.Me,you know,huge fan of hers and stuff...yea,imagine how darn happy i was.lol.what an insane thought.

Then i went to collect 2 of my reserved books which are hard to find cos everyone is grabbing it off the shelves.... Stephanie lauren's latest besides her recover of a lady of his own,the ideal bride which is alil' political related,but more romance i assure you,or i wouldn't bother.The other book was julia quinn's The duke and i....
The other 5 were just the few that caught my eye while combing shelves.

Sam was with me today too,not excatly combing the shelves..but getting some great read for her trip to Korea today.You know..the flight can be quite tense.Had a Drink at parkway and talked.

Well,shucks,better be writting my christmas cards now cos i'll be heading for atalia's party in around 3 odd hrs time.

Toddleloo!

Kim.

Sick Dogs And Some Book.

2004-12-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hey To All,

The week is coming to an end and christmas is nearing really soon.17th already huh?yea.sheesh.
Just found out that the shop down at parkway sells perfume at reasonable prices while others such as isetan rip you off like hell.Compare a 101 buck perfume to a 70 dollar perfume and both prices are for the same perfume that is branded and the same size.The 101 is isetan while 70 odd bucks is valentine.you're ripped around 30 odd bucks.But hey,if you're a rich kid,what am i to say?Anywhere is fine....However,i've gotta hunt down a good price for elizabeth arden's Latest perfume "provocative woman" which smells,just great as i told you last post.

Next,i'm just done with stephanie lauren's very first novel,or almost first novel of impetuous inoocent,something terriblly different from all her other books.
Its another satisfying reads but not as accomplished as she is this very day.
Hm,yes.So,tomorrow i have to head down to marine parade library to return my books althou its not due yet..but what is there to do with books you've alrdy finished except to put them on your table and actually waste space.

However,all the good reads have been snapped up by people too selfish and inconsiderate to return their bloody books on time or either love to pay fines.As i heard from one of the people working at the library,the cost of a 3 day overdue fine is around 45 cents which isn't too bad,but as you keep it with you longer the price of the fines keep going up and finally,you can't borrow a thing if the card you are borrowing under hits the maximum fine of 6 dollars.Just extra info for all you who luv to go to the library.

Recently,i feel my dog is ill.I mean Green shit is a really big clue.what more he not wanting to eat his dry food.Damn dog.Yea,but he's not getting much love considering we got a run-away situation for a maid and having no maid to entertain him while we're out.
Was thinking of getting another dog since max passed on last feburary - god bless his lil' paws..-to keep bounty company.hm...but noone seems to be wanting to give their dogs away for free.Heck,i ain't paying and that;s that.

Well now,arn't we suppose to get a letter telling us which jc we are going to?hm...well,i'm kinda lazy to go online...but maybe later.

Righty,you all enjoy your day!
Keep Chillin'.
Kim ~

And a Ho,Ho,Ho to you too!

2004-12-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Oh Darn!
Oh Hell!
There goes my plan of restyling my blog.Look at the damn mess they made out of all the blogskins at blogskins.com.Like hell i would pick one.i could even catagorize them,them being ,no.1 Ah Lians,no.2 Ah Bengs No.3,Too bloody ugly and last;y ..no.4 ,WTH??!?!?!.yes.tt's my four reactions.Oh well,wads wrong with this sorta weirdo retro one i have from blogspot?yea,its ugly,I ALREADY KNOW THAT.but saves time,effort,a whole lot of tired facial expressions etc....
Right,so far,i have read julia quinn's newest romance release - when he was wicked and felt that the book just got 3/5 stars.which means reader is satisifed however still not up to standard and not the best work she has seen for the author.pretty upsetting to me cos i held julia quinn in high esteem,knowing she is a great writer from all the past few books i have enjoyed thoroughly.that being : Romancing mr bridgerton,an offer from a gentleman,dancing at midnight and others...
But this book was just downhill.I complained it was just too draggy and the book,has too dark an atmosphere and feeling i guess.....more for the i-love-to-see-people-die kind of people.THEY WILL LOVE IT.and i'm not that.
Next would be my read of jill marie landis' Blue moon,which was an ALRIGHT book.3/5 stars too.Satisified,but not as i had imagine the book to be when i read the back of the paperback or the "preview" excerpt i had browse through from the backs of another book i borrowed.
And lately,the book written by cathy maxwell.Yes,that was my favourite.i hate all the la-de-las all over the book..i mean just get straight to the point.Hello,we want the romance in the story,not the bloody history.if not,we'd be at school 24/7.
4.5/5 stars i give this book.Perfect setting.nice ending.the touch my heart kind of book.love it when an author is that good.
This book tells the story of deborah percival and anthony aldercy,earl oof burnell.Both have dark secrets and hurtful pasts.they meet each other and blah blah blah.if you really want to know,then bloody hell,READ IT.as i have re-checked,there is afew books in the library,however,its the happy time of the year where the bloody kids have nothing to do,so they are all being loaned out.yes.maybe next year....try in...january?yea.
Now,i'm on to another one of my favourite authors,Stephanie Laurens.Aka,also known among alot of readers as steamy writting...uh-huh....yea,anyway.maybe i'll rate it in the next few entries.
Oh Yes! I recently went to challenger (to all the bimbos...the REAL REAL bimbos,*ahem,not like me.....ahem ahem.... the bloody store sells computer equipments etc...router,modems...hm...computer games..xbox games,mouse,external hard drives,thumbdrives,computer prog like northern anti-virus...uh-huh back to you.lol)..yea and i purchase the game i was dying to have during my olevels.at first when i went back,they didn't have it,imagine my disappointment when the bloody salesguy told me that it was "out of stock".Oh yes,i wanted to shoot him,murder him...hm...stab him...hm....yes,in the regency times....they put it as "hang him by his thumbs..." when he said it in an ignorant way,as if he didn't even try to search for it.what a bloody bastard huh?anyways,to my surprise - oh-ho!- i found in the next month at the very same location,2 boxes on the shelve.......
hrrrruuummppphhh..looks like mr-i-don't-givva-shit-about-customers will have father's day eventually. ;D
So!i bought the age of empires collector's edition where they had the first aoe,2nd aoe with their golden editions and expansions...which was awesome although they are the very old versions becoz they have age of mythology now...but hey,i like the old version.they are bloody fun.ok,no offence to all "the sims" players...like what do you see in that?lol....i hope i don't start a riot.bloody damn me.haha.
Oh!and...and i went to OG (reluctant victim again..was very angry) at chinatown with my parents and i seem to pass by the elizabeth arden section and saw how beautiful catherine zeta jones was....in that bloody nice dress of hers...yuppers,if i could look like someone,it'll be her.but well,her husband on the other hand..ahem ahem ahem...lol.better not said.
Right,and then took a sample of her latest perfume - provocative woman - what a name!anyways and sniffed it,and well,it wasn't that bad,i thought it smelled nice.Not strong like some slut or not too soft you could just wash it off and smell the same..this had a sense of tranquility,yet some attitude in it.a sense of sassyness and well....it was comforting,the smell.so,guess what,i am getting that for xmas. Guess i have it all planned out huh?
And oh shit,i have to start writting cards.damnit,i'm too bloody lazy to even....write.ah,maybe tomorrow.
Righty,anyways,wanna say hi to all reading this..and an early to ya'll.
See You! Kim.

Hey Hey. Day 1.

2004-12-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hey there!

Trying to Redo ym blog.its worth a try even if i don't make it.it seems the tag board site is not working...and i have no idea why.sad too..cos i can't add a tag board to my blog currently.

I'm trying to find blog templates or skins that aren't corny or have ugly hello kitties or are extemely pink...blue.silver etc...*shivers.
If anyone can tell me a decent site.please.a decent one.send me an email at definingmyself@hotmail.com or either sms on my mobile!thanks...

Anyways,today i went out with ange and jo (mum)....
Watched Mr. Incredible which was cute and i thought that the incredible family had superb powers that complimented each other nicely.Force field,Dash,Strength and flexibility.Pretty nice,don't you think?

And had a cup of bubble tea after a nice long while and took pretty long to swallow it down.Rusty,you could say....and besides,happy cup sells the worst bubble tea.i won't ever pay for it.even if they paid me,i'll consider drinking it.

yeah,and we took some crazy neoprints....haha.all kinds of expressions,poses...
and yea,ange brought her digi cam along and jo and her had the craziest time going around movie posters to pose all sorts of things.lol.it was funny.don't worry,i had my part in it,was a forced victim!!!!lol.

Yea.and i borrowed King Arthur for tonight's movie plus confessions of a teenage drama queen.Pretty good stuff,didn't get to watch it yesterday...it was too late.

Just had some pop-corn chicken,a char siew bao...and some..gross thing.lol.but tt gross thing was pretty yummy.Got some burbury -did i spell it right?- postcards with this hottie on it...had short wild curls on his hair.Now,that's Cute with a tinge of sexyness.hm..lol.

Right,i have officially made up my mind....
By this week,i'm watching national treasure and blade trinity..well,by next week then,shan't be too harsh on myself.haha.

Righty then,hope you guys reading this had a nice day...
Ps: i cleared out my whole blog,so past few posts are all gone!sorry.not much to read!

Luv ... Kim

Currently on : When he was wicked - Julia Quinn {Historical Romance} 2004.