Call me practical,but i finally think that i've really grown up.
Few days ago,i met just about the most gorgeous guy i have seen,eye to eye.Maybe a hand shake...and some polite words.But feel no impact from it.
You might be thinking,what bloody impact do u want from that,man?!
Yea,put me back into the same scene,subtract about 3-5years off my age,probably,i'd drop dead...go lil' craz..thought of that person 90% of the day..and it would have been love at first sight.....but now i've realized that character is much more important an impact than just face-value.
Nothing would last without liking someone for their character,bcos know it or not,you have to live with it for the rest of ur life...short or long.
Take for the example i gave to my parents..
"do u know it is really important to have character than looks because if ur partner has this nasty habit of picking their nose,no matter how gorgeous,hunky,stud-ish they are,add 35 years to them,and u'll end up with a dried up raisin at one corner picking their nose,and you,would probably not stand for it."an ugly looking pie which taste like heaven would always be better than a beautiful looking pie that has rotting ingredients inside it.
Maybe because i've seen too many people fall for the physically attractive,envied them,and when i just turned away,they facade just changes to bitterness,regret and just pain.Of course,there are always those with happy endings....
But i've heard too many regret...and seen the most beautiful,behind backs,turn to their sly,fangs-claws-out ways...yea,everyone's not perfect.i've always accepted that,which has made me love myself even more.
There are cheaters,liars,and even the most purest and nicest people out there,and they come in all kinds of disguises,we just have to scratch alittle hole thru that disguise to find out what is inside.Unfortunatly,there are times,when human-nature kicks in..and makes u judge a person before u even get to know the real them,which i-myself,am trying to fight with at times....because i know how it is like to be judged.
Lucky for me,i've always had friends who stood by me and not give a damn in the world what people thought about me...so the impact isn't as large as i've seen others take it.
Back to real-time things...
This week is e-learning week,and the week after,vacation.then its back to exams,3 modules - java,dbms,maths.
i've also finally made my decision for my course option - 1 tech ;2 bz.
See how it goes.
Oh,and last saturday,had a hair-cut.
Yes,i have a fringe now,i know u can't believe it,cos i can't either.
At first i was terrified and thought " what the hell have i got myself into man!?!??!Omfg..."
And then,i guess i gradually got used to it althou my hair has this weird habit of having a parting and my fringe never stays still like others....
According to my sister...."you look oriental".
Goddamn,what am i suppose to look like then?...i am CHINESE.
Dad says i look like catherine zeta jones(not as nice version of course-chinese style) in CHICAGO.
"If love is a crime,baby,i do my time,whether its wrong or right......." - Anastasia(Chicago)
:D
Then,album reviews time.
Kelly Clarkson - BreakAway (****1/2)Mariah Carey - The Emancipation Of Mimi (***1/2)Backstreet Boys - Never Gone(***)Michael Buble - It's Time (****)***** - So Darn Good.
* - Terrified.
Signing Off . Kimberly.